[00:00.000] 作词 : Vrogat·D[00:01.000] 作曲 : Vrogat·D[00:02.736]录音: Mouth[00:04.741]混音: 许天昱[00:10.008]母带: 许天昱[00:16.275]emo running through my vein[00:21.288]emo在我的血液流淌!流淌!流流淌![00:24.297]my life misled,drawn into endless fatal trouble[00:27.555]曾经走上岔路,陷入致命的沼泽[00:30.061]my heart is dead,survive another numb tomorrow[00:33.069]孤寡人生,怎么撑过越来越麻木的明日[00:36.328]my life misled,drawn into endless fatal trouble[00:39.085]曾经走上岔路,陷入致命的沼泽[00:42.094]my heart is dead,survive another numb tomorrow[00:45.603]孤寡人生,怎么撑过越来越麻木的明日[00:46.355][00:46.605][00:47.106][00:47.358][00:51.117]tryna keep it peaceful is a struggle[00:51.368]我也不想惹麻烦,是麻烦惹我[00:53.624]sole soul ,[00:54.376]游曳在世上的孤魂[00:55.127]gonna swallow all my sorrow[00:55.880]自作自受活在痛苦的虚无里[00:56.632]I can see nothing but a black hole[00:57.384]我望向远方,未来像是个黑洞[00:59.640]leaving u me myself&I feeling hollow[01:01.395]离开你以后我像是被掏空[01:03.651]now they treat me like a freak[01:05.155]他们都觉得我是个怪胎[01:06.659]treadmill i tryna flee[01:07.912]我只是想逃离单调的“常规”[01:08.665]yeah i'm bad tempered but i didn't mean to freeze these[01:10.669]对,我有时脾气不好但我也不想这样[01:12.173]i hate myself cauze i don't wanan break my promise[01:13.176]我也恨自己为什么不能放下面子打破承诺[01:15.181]isn't pessimistic?[01:15.683]可悲吧我?[01:16.184][01:16.435][01:16.685][01:17.187][01:24.958]where the cure is[01:25.960]救赎在哪里?[01:26.211]where the light sheds[01:26.712]光明照耀在哪里?[01:26.963]breath my last breath[01:27.464]我快要咽气[01:27.966]see u standing there just watch it[01:28.467]但我看着你站在那冷眼旁观[01:31.725]When i can end this[01:32.477]我什么时候可以结束这一切[01:32.979]misanthropist already dead isn't It[01:33.731]isn't it.....[01:35.235]厌世者们早就被社会抹去了不是吗。不是吗。。。[01:35.736][01:36.237][01:36.488][01:36.739][01:36.739]i been used been confused[01:36.989]我被利用了我有点迷惑[01:37.992]i been struggling all alone against the abuse[01:41.254]我挣扎着对付那些谩骂和冷暴力[01:42.256]i been putting up with the game they already chose[01:44.011]我真的累了,我不想再玩这种结局内定的游戏了[01:44.515]i been sick of irrational suicidal thoughts[01:46.269]我受够了那些不理性的危险想法[01:47.523]sick of standing by ur window[01:48.024]受够了站在窗边[01:48.775]sick of being antisocial[01:49.528]受够了社恐[01:50.781]sick of tracing silhouettes of u[01:51.283]受够了在脑海里勾勒千遍万遍你的形容[01:52.787]uuu image of u[01:54.792]你你你你的形容[01:59.555]thank you for ur APATHY Not sympathy u know nothing[02:02.563]我谢谢你的冷漠而不是同情你一无所知[02:03.064]how i stand here how i bleed u know nothing[02:05.069]我怎么站起来的我流过多少血你一无所知[02:05.320]eat my own fruit that i seeded u know nothing[02:07.827]自食其果的痛苦你一无所知[02:08.328]tremble in the white ward eternal darkside u know nothing[02:10.584]我在惨白病房无边黑暗里颤抖而你一无所知[02:11.086]u know nothing stop pleading[02:12.088]拜托了,闭嘴吧[02:12.840]shut ur mouth just pretend ,laugh till my world ends[02:13.592]闭上你的嘴开始你的表演,嘲笑我直到世界末日[02:15.598]this is what u do isn't it?[02:17.355]这就是你干的事是吧[02:18.608]lurk behind the keyboard painting me black and blue[02:19.110]躲在键盘后面污蔑我[02:19.611]i know it pays to be cool[02:21.115]我知道我干的事需要付出[02:21.619]to break the rules[02:22.120]我知道不是所有人都能打破陈规[02:22.622]u sick as flu[02:23.875]你,呕[02:24.627][02:24.627][02:25.128][02:25.379][02:28.638]my life misled,drawn into endless fatal trouble[02:32.147]曾经走上岔路,陷入致命的沼泽[02:35.907]my heart is dead,survive another numb tomorrow[02:37.411]孤寡人生,怎么撑过越来越麻木的明日[02:40.672]my life misled,drawn into endless fatal trouble[02:43.179]曾经走上岔路,陷入致命的沼泽[02:46.691]my heart is dead,survive another numb tomorrow[02:49.198]孤寡人生,怎么撑过越来越麻木的明日