[00:00.00] 作词 : Maia[00:01.00] 作曲 : mxmtoon[00:23.66]How does it feel[00:26.65]To feel nothing at all I wonder[00:35.59]I imagine it's grey[00:38.56]Like the world suddenly lost its color[00:46.55]But I'd be lying if I said[00:51.07]I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times[00:55.41]To feel nothing[00:58.55]Cause feelings are painful[01:01.71]And I don't wanna suffer through[01:04.40]All those moments without you[01:08.08]When I lost you[01:11.00]Anger and sadness they're always there[01:15.50]They're always pretty rough to cope with[01:23.08]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart[01:27.53]I wish I could start again[01:35.01]But I know that there's the other side[01:38.54]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[01:47.39]And when I do I'll be[01:51.61]So better for the rest[01:54.63]So much better in my chest[01:57.74]Can you feel can you feel[01:59.32]And when you do you'll be[02:03.57]So happy that you felt[02:06.82]So happy that you dealt with it[02:09.57]Yeah you dealt with it[02:11.67]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart[02:16.11]And I wish I could start again again[02:23.65]But I know that there's the other side[02:26.70]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[02:36.88]And I used to think[02:39.14]That being numb would ease the pain[02:41.90]But I was wrong I was so wrong[02:49.76]It's just better to feel and know you're alive[02:53.48]While reminding yourself that it's temporary[02:58.01]Oh it won't last for long