[00:21.05]He rolled up, asked him what he was sippin' on[00:22.45]He said lean, You want to hit it, dawg?[00:24.78]That's the same stuff[00:25.93]Weezy's sippin' huh?[00:27.10]And tons of other rappers that be spittin' hard[00:28.88]Yup yup five a bone[00:30.73]When he passed him that styrofoam the easter pink, heard it in a rhyme before[00:34.21]Finally got to see what all the hype was on[00:36.61]And then he took a sip, sittin' in the Lincoln thinkin' he was pimpin' as he listen to the system[00:41.02]Little did he know that it was just as addictive as base[00:43.39]Not the kind of hit from the kick drum[00:45.16]Hot box, let the base bump[00:47.43]Take it to the face, gulp[00:49.43]Months later the use went up[00:51.19]Every blunt was accompanied by the pink stuff[00:53.11]But Goddamn he loved that feelin'[00:55.42]Purple rain coated in the throat[00:56.89]Just so healin'[00:57.85]Medicine alleviate the sickness[00:59.60]Liquid affix and it comes with a cost[01:01.53]Wake up, cold sweat, scratchin', itchin'[01:03.44]Trying to escape the skin that barely fit him[01:05.54]Gone, get another bottle just to get a couple swallows[01:08.15]Headed towards the bottom couldn't get off it[01:10.33]Didn't even think he had a problem[01:12.02]Though he couldn't sleep without gettin' nauseous[01:13.90]Room spinnin', thinkin' he might of sipped just a little bit too much of that cough syrup[01:18.55]His eyelids closed shut[01:20.14]Sat back in the chair clutchin' that cup[01:22.09]Girlfriend came and a couple hours later said his name shook him but he never got up[01:27.68]He never got up, he never got up[01:31.42]We live on the cusp of death thinkin' that it won't be us[01:35.47]It won't be us, it won't be us, it won't be us[01:41.01]Nah, it won't be us[01:50.21][01:50.40][01:59.69]Now he just wanted to act like them[02:01.78]He just wanted to rap like him[02:03.63]Us as rappers underestimate the power and the effects that we have on these kids[02:07.50]Blunt passed, ash in a tin, pack being pushed, harassed by the feds[02:11.66]The fact of it is most people that rap like this talkin' about some **** they haven't lived[02:15.82]Surprise, you know the drill[02:17.72]Trapped in a box, declined record sales[02:19.72]Follow the formula violence, drugs, and, *** sells[02:22.29]So we try to sound like someone else[02:24.35]This is not Californication[02:26.29]There's no way to glorify this pavement[02:28.22]Syrup, Percocet, and an eighth a day will leave you broke, depressed, and emotionally vacant[02:32.19]Despite how Lil Wayne lives[02:34.13]It's not conducive to being creative[02:36.71]And I know 'cause he's my favorite[02:38.44]And I know 'cause I was off that same mix[02:40.87]Rationalize the **** that I'd try after I listen to dedication[02:44.79]But he's an alien, I'd sip that ****, pass out or play Playstation[02:48.92]Months later I'm in the same place[02:50.86]No music made, feeling like a failure[02:52.84]And trust me it's not **** to be 25 and move back to your parent's basement[02:57.21]I've seen my people's dreams die[02:59.31]I've seen what they can be denied[03:01.09]And "****s not a drug" - that's denial[03:03.19]Groundhog Day life repeat each time[03:05.47]I've seen Oxycontin take three lives[03:07.53]I grew up with them, we used to chief dimes[03:09.50]I've seen ******* bring out the demons inside[03:11.86]Cheatin' and lyin'[03:12.92]Friendship cease, no peace in the mind[03:14.80]Stealin' and takin' anything to fix the pieces inside[03:17.21]Broken, hopeless, headed nowhere[03:19.57]Only motivation for what the dealer's supplying[03:21.66]That rush, that drug, that ****[03:23.79]Those pills, that crumb, that roach[03:25.82]Thinkin' I would never do that, not that drug[03:28.21]And growing up nobody ever does[03:30.22]Until your stuck, lookin' in the mirror like I can't believe what I've become[03:34.30]Swore I was goin' to be someone[03:35.95]And growing up everyone always does[03:38.45]We sell our dreams and our potential[03:40.45]To escape through that buzz[03:42.37]Just keep me up, keep me up[03:44.81]Hollywood here we come