[00:00.000] 作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Rollo/Adam Yaron[00:14.185] I've been tryin' so hard to survive[00:18.126] Sometimes I think that I wanna die[00:21.713] I feel so ****ing guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life[00:29.070] So I keep all the pain to myself[00:32.869] Losin' faith but nobody can tell[00:36.729] Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me[00:40.632] So I pretend I'm fine[00:42.948][00:43.720] If you only knew[00:45.969] What my mind is tellin' me I should do[00:49.608] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight[00:53.626] I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh[00:58.691] If you only knew[01:01.075] All the shit my brain is puttin' me through[01:04.584] You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight[01:08.590] I'm sorry but I need you[01:13.730] If you only knew[01:15.727][01:16.420] I wish I was somebody else[01:19.666] I'm constantly overwhelmed[01:23.647] Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends[01:27.350] It's a silent cry for help[01:30.050][01:30.902] I wanna get better, I want you to know[01:34.408] That I can't do this on my own[01:37.196][01:38.021] If you only knew[01:40.513] What my mind is tellin' me I should do[01:44.062] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight[01:47.975] I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh[01:53.018] If you only knew[01:55.668] All the shit my brain is puttin' me through[01:58.980] You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight[02:02.928] I'm sorry but I need you[02:07.206][02:07.986] Take me out of this hell[02:10.824] Oh, somebody help[02:15.356] Take me out of this hell[02:18.523] Oh, I'm not myself[02:20.880][02:23.145] I wanna tell you[02:25.226] What my mind is tellin' me I should do[02:29.089] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight[02:32.901] I'm too sad to cry but I want to[02:37.130] Oh, if you only knew