[00:00.000] 作词 : 孩子王Jake[00:01.000] 作曲 : 孩子王Jake[00:02.000] 编曲 : 孩子王Jake[00:45.366]When I rap I rap from the heart[00:47.312]But this time I don’t know where to start[00:49.809]Conflicted between being a legend or a clown[00:52.416]It seems like nowadays everyone just rapping about the crown[00:55.641]I know this freestyle won’t make it that far[00:58.205]Because I ain’t rapping about cars b7 or some star[01:01.495]Or do you want to listen to the voices from my heart[01:04.596]How can we ever be the same if you don’t even know what coming out my mouth[01:07.527]As I speak from the heart[01:10.276]Online thugs want to act like they been in the trenches before[01:12.793]Where one mistake will turn you to a corps[01:15.025]They want to downplay a place where my mother raised me in sore[01:17.866]Where gangs don’t care if a bullet sends you to the floor[01:20.619]A place where food stamps circulate the community[01:23.686]A place filled with violence and poverty[01:26.396]Just cuz you yell gang gang don’t make you grown[01:29.409]Copying the flows of legends only make you a clone[01:32.221]Conflicted between being a legend or a clown[01:34.691]My biggest dream is to put food on my brothers plate like lebron[01:38.277]My biggest fear is letting them down[01:41.183]As I have to tell them “sorry we didn’t make it” my egos too big for a clown[01:48.996]Or maybe not[01:51.075]Maybe one day we will all be at the top[01:53.339]Just like drizzy, cole or k dot[01:55.676]But until then let me speak from the heart[01:58.298]Remember our values from the start[02:00.355]I met some young bloods back in CDC[02:02.678]They said only clowns make it out this damn city[02:05.853]I ask them is that really the only key[02:08.343]Is it too big for me to dream if I disagree[02:11.822]Or Is it possible for me if I look for a different key[02:15.123]Or Is it too late now as I pass my 23[02:19.102]Or should I give up and let it be[02:23.167]Probably not[02:25.991]Maybe my dreams are too big now for you to see[02:28.764]But the prophet already set my story in stone[02:31.517]That I will walk through the thorns as I sit on the throne[02:34.430]And I look down[02:36.023]To see the nonbelievers in moan[02:38.398]And as my brother sit beside my throne[02:40.911]As the new king will hold its crown[02:43.816]The crown will be broken down[02:45.698]To piece where it’ll never be found[02:47.591]Where there won’t be a king around[02:49.732]Where there will never be a man crowned[02:52.562]Because what that represents is the false promises[02:55.734]And those promises will corner you into the premises