[00:00.000] 作词 : Michael Kogler[00:01.000] 作曲 : Matthias Sollak[01:10.186]The view outside my window changed a lot since I was a child[01:16.824]Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever[01:23.825]Cause also grief is just love with no place to go[01:30.154]Like all the years we buried, this place is death[02:02.194]There's a thing you should know about me[02:08.533]I am and have always been this deeply sad man[02:14.876]So, I am both, laughing and crying at the same time[02:21.281]And still trying to discover how that could be[02:27.858]I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me[02:34.043]Slowly, but steadily, in two different ways[02:40.216]As I'm still the one with the saddest smile[02:46.278]I hate being bipolar, it's ****ing awesome[03:18.867]The firstborn died by his own hands[03:25.379]My oldest friend found a rope that bore[03:32.251]And I know I'll definitely also not die[03:38.221]By staring out in the pouring rain[03:51.028]By staring out in the pouring rain[04:10.221]Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most[04:16.563]When there's a void inside that can't be filled[04:22.881]Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me[04:29.392]It's a thousand paper cuts on every single day[05:14.209]The heart dies a slow death[05:17.391]And all our dreams dash fast[05:20.603]But I wonder if you changed your minds[05:23.772]The moment you knew you'd die[05:26.992]And I'm totally aware that my pain[05:30.112]Is nothing when compared to yours[05:33.373]But cleaning out your apartment[05:36.539]Was way harder than your funeral[05:39.897]One more psychosis then I am also finally done[05:46.523]Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream[05:52.422]And then at night I drink and clean my gun[05:58.935]It's me who should be dead, not you...