[00:00.000] 作词 : Connor Woodland[00:01.000] 作曲 : Connor Woodland[00:16.526]There’s something creeping down my bones[00:20.282]I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home[00:24.489]I don’t wanna know where you are[00:28.167]your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone[00:32.457]I know I’m something that you discard[00:36.243]just like my father I was never ****ing worth it in the en[00:40.674]my skins peeling off my fingertips[00:44.113]I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead[00:49.122]Twinkle little star[00:52.501]How could I ever reach this far[00:56.878]Wont you cut me up[01:00.016]Break me down and say I’m all yours[01:03.947]Manic depressed in the brain I’m ****ed anywa[01:06.313]can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane[01:08.382]These walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end[01:12.187]At me and I think it’s all pretend[01:14.451]but deep down they know there alive inside me[01:16.975]breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate[01:20.010]I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not[01:24.279]I’m breaking down on the daily[01:26.014]shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost[01:28.138]its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway[01:31.877]just a ****ed up in high schoo[01:32.973]lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you[01:36.236]Family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate[01:39.982]cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state[01:44.053]Waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown[01:48.425]that I have no faith in you[01:50.248]I don’t have faith in my own soul[01:52.080]Where I do go in this journey[01:54.155]where do I turn when the path just always ends[01:56.211]with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend[02:00.014]All these scars there shown deep down in my skin[02:04.424]I feel like, I’ve lost again[02:08.065]There’s something creeping down my bones[02:12.022]I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home[02:16.429]I don’t wanna know where you are[02:20.173]your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone[02:24.429]I know I’m something that you discard[02:28.265]just like my father I was never ****ing worth it in the en[02:32.433]my skins peeling off my fingertips[02:36.344]I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead[02:39.976]Another 9 to the 5[02:43.664]Another break to the bottle[02:47.898]Break my pride and throttled[02:51.060]From the dust[02:52.946]Of the drab[02:55.846]I’m Living for someone else[02:59.565]Im living someone else’s struggle[03:03.982]Head gains weight and strains[03:06.925]I’ll take a flight[03:08.902]From my brain[03:10.331]Medicate - Play ur game[03:12.421]Well[03:13.982]Talk buys time in murder[03:15.944]Escape u then I’ll serve ya[03:17.899]Night sky beats like a war drum[03:19.998]It beats my ears[03:20.918]In demon hums[03:21.938]It treats my deer[03:22.938]To forest scum[03:24.007]Consumed by willing forces[03:25.993]Participate In Clauses[03:27.954]alarm beats 20 times[03:29.781]Out of speak out of rhyme[03:31.701]Wake up[03:32.534]Get to ****[03:33.500]Another day[03:34.475]Another grind[03:36.001]alarm beats 20 times[03:37.585]Out of speak out of rhyme[03:39.490]Wake up[03:40.538]Get to ****[03:41.488]Another day[03:42.496]Another grind[03:43.542]There’s something creeping down my bones[03:48.267]I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home[03:52.411]I don’t wanna know where you are[03:56.186]your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone[04:00.397]I know I’m something that you discard[04:04.255]just like my father I was never ****ing worth it in the en[04:08.407]my skins peeling off my fingertips[04:12.401]I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead