[00:18.978]I never thought I'd go that far[00:23.155]pretending you're still here[00:27.607]somewhere in my life[00:29.654]or that I'm still there[00:31.920]somewhere in your heart.[00:34.055][00:36.553]Here sitting staring at the floor[00:45.250]trying not to drown in these red tears[00:54.092]hoping to see you enter through that door[01:03.403]before it's too late[01:09.785][01:31.152]Everything would vanish[01:39.105]once and for all...[01:41.967][01:46.479]Too many tears have crossed my face[01:55.565]Too many hours wasted[02:03.250]with the illusion that sooner or later[02:12.516]the darkness around me would fade[02:19.941][02:21.422]But it is increasingly dense and tangible[02:29.296]it almost seems to want to get inside me[02:38.630]I hear your voice less and less[02:47.448]I feel my breath less and less[02:55.917]My hands are getting wet[03:02.578]I'm bleeding just like my heart[03:13.387]or what's left of it.[03:20.320][03:31.438]While I slowly die inside[03:35.710]you have another in your arms.[03:49.578]While I abandon myself to darkness[03:59.110]you abandon yourself to someone else.[04:06.054][04:13.717]I will keep on loving you[04:16.546]or rather, I will keep on loving your memory[04:22.100]but this time with the awareness that[04:25.804]what I have left of you are only memories[04:29.953]deeply engraved in my skin[04:32.149]emotions that nobody can ever make me relive[04:38.360]including you.