[00:00.000] 作词 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott[00:01.000] 作曲 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott[00:11.966]You were shouting[00:13.846]Through the screen door[00:17.335]With my back turned towards you in the driveway[00:22.723]I said, “What the hell you gotta scream at me for?”[00:28.776]You said, "You aren't gonna listen any other way"[00:35.630]Now I’m laid out on the sidewalk[00:41.456]You’re my first dial after last call[00:47.497]Ringing you up[00:50.110]Just to sh*t-talk[00:52.369]‘Til I pass out[00:55.968]If you ask how I’ve been doing[01:01.800]I won’t lie[01:05.417]More than half the time[01:07.253]I'm only skating by[01:10.376]Waiting for the ice to melt beneath me[01:15.719]Why do I keep at it?[01:20.054]Sometimes it makes me feel better[01:26.704]Sometimes it makes me feel worse[01:32.287]Used to think that it was magic[01:38.129]Now I’m sure that it’s a curse[01:44.973]Spеnd your whole life getting clеan[01:50.832]Just to wind up in the dirt[01:56.439]Got a shortcut into paradise[02:00.517]That’s killing me but I still[02:02.816]Gotta try to get there first[02:34.104]You were swinging for the fences[02:39.700]You were running over every cup[02:44.518]Now you’re stuck back digging ditches[02:51.301]Still can’t decide if you’ve run out of luck[02:56.630]‘Cause it feels like winning tickets at the arcade[03:03.285]Just to trade ‘em in for stuff[03:08.098]That you don’t want, and you don’t need[03:14.457]But all that you can take never feels like enough[03:25.814]'Cause sometimes it makes you feel better[03:30.155]Sometimes it makes you feel worse[03:36.302]Used to think that it was magic, oh[03:43.905]Now you're sure that it’s a curse[03:49.202]Spend your whole life getting clean[03:55.106]Just to wind up in the dirt[03:59.716]Got a shortcut into paradise[04:05.003]That’s killing me but I still[04:07.321]Gotta try to get there first