[00:00.000] 作词 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen[00:12.286]Same ceiling, different day, oh[00:15.601]I'm awake so[00:17.562]Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again[00:21.301]Same Lucky Charms, in the same bowl[00:24.625]Look for rainbows[00:26.420]But all the colors just go grey in the end[00:29.837][00:30.159]Wish I could say, wish I could say[00:34.293]That this won't last forever[00:39.164]But every day, but every day[00:43.538]It never seems to get better[00:45.784][00:48.026]I hate myself but I don't want to[00:52.230]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[00:56.742]I got some feelings I've been fighting[01:00.193]Always hiding the truth[01:03.429]I hate myself but I don't want to[01:05.754][01:08.105]Friends say that I'm dramatic[01:11.159]That I'm acting[01:13.030]Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again[01:16.767]I never thought that this would happen[01:19.762]Kinda sad when[01:21.921]When all you got is just a voice in your head[01:25.144][01:25.734]Wish I could say, wish I could say[01:30.042]That this won't last forever[01:34.485]But every day, but every day[01:38.919]It never seems to get better[01:40.835][01:43.500]I hate myself but I don't want to[01:47.870]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[01:52.340]I got some feelings I've been fighting[01:55.535]Always hiding the truth[01:58.844]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:03.413]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:05.736][02:09.916]I don't wanna live my life like this[02:14.160]Going through the motions[02:18.386]I don't wanna live my life like this[02:23.033]Always feeling broken[02:24.966][02:29.724]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:34.399]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[02:38.862]I got some feelings I've been fighting[02:42.599]Always hiding the truth[02:45.393]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:50.020]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:54.370]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:58.776]I hate myself but I don't want to