You - Vin Jay.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Vincent Jacovelli
[00:11.133]Lately I don’t really know what’s going on inside of me
[00:15.677]I wake up everyday and I just drown in my anxiety
[00:18.870]No I can’t complain so I just suffer through it silently
[00:22.071]But there’s a disconnect from who I am and who I’m tryna be
[00:25.269]I’ll never change, demonstrate
[00:27.406]cyclic habits every day
[00:28.997]Pray that God is merciful and hope that I see 28
[00:31.924]Maybe I should slow it down and stop fearing complacency
[00:35.377]But if I’m being honest dawg I think that it’s too late for me
[00:38.303]Im way gone I’m talking way gone aint tryna stay long
[00:41.769]The pain come and **** my days up I’m getting prayed on
[00:44.976]I’ve been trying to grow
[00:46.029]I’ve been trying to rest
[00:46.841]I just want to slow down and catch a breath
[00:48.463]I cannot control over thinking though
[00:49.821]So many things in this life that I regret
[00:51.677]Done pretending,
[00:52.472]Unrelenting pain but I’m too numb for venting
[00:54.604]Funds ascending, but I got a funny feeling God’ll put me in a humble ending
[00:57.551]Just depending
[00:58.904]Only got 4 people in life that’ll hold me down
[01:01.025]Everybody else 2 faced
[01:02.360]I don’t got the heart to call you my homies now
[01:04.221]Used to think I want a lot of friends and now I’m all alone
[01:07.166]I am not complaining I know this the way it’s gotta go
[01:10.600]Still I feel there’s something burning deep inside my soul
[01:13.529]Maybe just a broken boy that’s healing from a broken home
[01:16.989]You
[01:19.372]I’m a slave to your violence
[01:22.020]Look at all that you put me through
[01:25.774]Got me hooked on the silence
[01:28.435]I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from
[01:31.368]You
[01:32.178]I’m a slave to your violence
[01:34.832]Look at all that you put me through
[01:38.294]Got me hooked on the silence
[01:40.961]I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from
[01:44.158]Lately I don’t really know what’s going on inside of me
[01:47.091]I wake up every day and deep depression strike me violently
[01:50.522]Maybe it’s the solitude but people really bother me
[01:53.469]I’m better off alone I told myself I swore it solemnly
[01:56.941]But honestly I’m feeling like my soul is confused
[01:59.590]I guess the way that I grew up has left me prone to abuse
[02:02.808]Cus I've been drinking then i mix it with some coke and some shrooms
[02:06.267]Inhaling smoke so I can hold it till I choke on the fumes
[02:09.187]But I’ve been living large spitting bars whipping round in different cars
[02:12.932]This is not a flex because my happiness I disregard
[02:16.104]This the shit that I dreamed bout
[02:18.265]Ask my family I peaced out
[02:19.878]Just to get some racks
[02:21.201]But if not for that where the **** would I be now?
[02:23.053]I wake up and I can feel my heart pounding
[02:26.258]Tell me what have I been running from? Me.
[02:30.254]Do the right thing and I still doubt it
[02:32.640]Won't somebody ****ing help me out?
[02:36.376]You
[02:37.704]I’m a slave to your violence
[02:40.911]Look at all that you put me through
[02:44.097]Got me hooked on the silence
[02:46.767]I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from
[02:49.699]You
[02:50.747]I’m a slave to your violence
[02:53.395]Look at all that you put me through
[02:56.870]Got me hooked on the silence
[02:59.284]I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from