[00:18.446]Self-destructive tendencies[00:23.729]That I have are killing me slowly[00:28.247]But that’s fine[00:30.837]I like the way it feels[00:33.847]Yeah, I, I like the way it feels[00:38.490]When I think that I’m leaving[00:42.670]And I hurt myself to prove that I’m human[00:49.770]Where did I go wrong this time?[00:55.782]If I don’t wake up[00:58.464]I’m better off[01:00.680]I’ll finally catch up on my sleep[01:05.451]I’ve been so lost[01:07.965]3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[01:15.162]If I don’t wake up[01:17.645]I’m better off[01:20.142]I’ll finally catch up on my sleep[01:24.796]I’ve been so lost[01:27.229]3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[01:35.635]Tell me I won’t be this way forever[01:42.633]I can’t do this for much longer[01:47.392]Does anyone give a ****?[01:50.508]I don’t think that’s the case[01:54.886]I wanna be anywhere else but here[02:00.805]Lately it’s been getting hard to feel[02:05.326]But I’m getting used to it[02:10.668][02:12.429]If I don’t wake up[02:15.401]I’m better off[02:17.578]I’ll finally catch up on my sleep[02:22.352]I’ve been so lost[02:24.846]3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[02:32.110][02:51.320]If I don’t wake up[02:53.894]I’m better off[02:56.165]I’ll finally catch up on my sleep[03:00.761]I’ve been so lost[03:03.122]3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me