[00:00.000] 作词 : JackKnife[00:01.000] 作曲 : JackKnife[00:16.258]编曲:张杰峻[00:25.508]People think they want this problem till they finally get it[00:28.505]Just like I keep avoiding shit till I get so pissed and pathetic[00:32.003]Till I get punched by the smile of the comedian (Get him a medic)[00:35.012]Never want to keep hiding like those in Vietnam ,so my ass stick[00:38.253]In the Middle of the no where,my situation is so queer[00:41.261]The little angel and the little devil never talk to me in turns,they’re both here[00:44.504]So why am I trying so hard to be someone so nice but hollow[00:47.757]Is it means I’m mature if i hold my anger and get my hate swallowed[00:51.011]I keep lowering my voice,gotta be calm,**** those internet haters[00:54.009]They just kept bitching in the dark,though the words sharp like a razor[00:57.262]They never got the balls to write their names on a piece of paper[01:00.259]So look at me,I make peace with the life,guess I am the true M-A-turer[01:03.502]But can’t deny in my heart of hearts there are urges of spraying hate[01:06.509]Something is pushing me,I’m losing it,now the words are making way[01:09.752]I picked up the rap,words shooting like bullets,an extra mag[01:12.759]Such an perfect outlet,mastering it step by step,now I am like--[01:16.004]Every day and night[01:19.256]Voices fill my head[01:22.509]Try not to give a damn[01:25.517]But i can’t fight it back[01:29.508]So no more compromise[01:32.759]Is this what you like[01:35.758]Never a bright choice[01:38.009]That try my best to play it nice[01:41.261]At Grade Eight I sprayed hate but it made days like a ra-dio[01:44.258]Saying “Mayday”s I became desperate and the hatred[01:47.255]Filled me the whole week Where’s my way Please I need(you help)[01:50.754]In a way when I changed myself I was saved straight off[01:54.009]But at this environment I would rather seal mouth[01:56.258]I don’t wanna say no more details[01:58.009]But why every time mentally I just got kick out[02:00.258]I wanna figure out,why everybody is so against me now[02:03.011]It was like I’m living in a world without[02:04.760]Nobody,they are screaming ”stay out !“[02:06.754]Suddenly the way I deal with life is making me a big shame now[02:09.752]Cuz no matter how I do it ,things always turn into the same result[02:13.007]During the path I may got lost ,but i never see that my name rot[02:15.758]I should’ve sat down and be humble just like K.Dot (yeah)[02:19.255]But then I found a balance point,when the anger comes to me i squeeze[02:22.253]Wont let it get my relations ruined,consider about what that shit could bring[02:25.508]And choose my target to fire,cut control of my excitement[02:28.760]So now I never regret those who got dropped,Do not perspire[02:31.301]The time I am like[02:32.057]Every day and night[02:35.054]Voices fill my head[02:38.309]Try not to give a damn[02:41.305]But i can’t fight it back[02:45.306]So no more compromise[02:48.558]Is this what you like[02:51.557]Never a bright choice[02:53.807]That try my best to play it nice