[00:50.190]Call me when you find it[00:52.390]Dont know why I deny it[00:54.390]And sometimes when i have it[00:56.520]I'm so scared I try to hide it[00:58.230]You can see it when I'm lyin[01:00.120]You tell me I'm not trying[01:02.390]But its not until I break[01:04.290]You understand why I can't write it[01:06.690]I just fall down to my knees[01:08.390]Begging please pain just leave me be[01:11.190]Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me[01:15.290]Promise I won't miss it[01:17.590]But da** it I can't quit it[01:19.090]Nowadays I am only working[01:21.130]So one day my momma isnt[01:23.290]I'm sorry for all the tears[01:25.390]I'm sorry for all the lies[01:27.250]I'm sorry I say im quitting[01:29.890]I'm failed on so many tries[01:31.190]I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep[01:34.890]Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet[01:38.890]I'll never forget when I made some songs[01:42.890]and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli[01:46.890]So where did I go so wrong[01:48.790]and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea[02:30.790]I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread[02:34.890]I used to think that all this pain was only in my head[02:39.790]I used to think that things would change but now I see instead[02:43.790]I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead[02:47.790]I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back[02:51.390]Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back[02:55.390]Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track[02:59.390]Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that[03:04.390]I ain't understood im just overlooked[03:07.390]I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked[03:12.390]I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground[03:16.390]Piece of me with every sound, 'cause this shit it tears me down[03:20.390]Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away[03:24.390]All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay[03:28.390]It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays[03:33.390]Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game