[00:08.16] Feels so cold to be abandoned[00:10.20] i cant see past what you have done[00:12.51] memoried how they fade away[00:14.16] now you want to come back[00:15.72] i walked away from you[00:16.77]No ****ing tears for them lost years[00:18.36] i took the pain then i turned it to hatred[00:20.22] so dead to me[00:21.27] no fantasy[00:22.11] my own blood is the enemy remedy[00:23.88] long gone test me be strong[00:25.53] let me move on[00:26.34] kill the memories[00:27.06] that i see only tragedy[00:28.35] from his belt to his hands to his fist[00:30.18] i cant felive this[00:31.11] i cant forgive this[00:45.18] i locked you out[00:45.45] these years[00:45.81] this hatred[00:46.08] cries in my head[00:57.30] steady coming with that friendly fire[00:58.83] shooting me down[00:59.61] two caps to the back[01:00.63] dropped face first[01:01.38] hit the ground[01:02.10] never around[01:02.76]So in the ****ing mind you're dead[01:04.14] and now that you're alone you want to be my friend to foe[01:07.02] who got control[01:08.31] so what do you gotta say[01:08.82] now i'm the one thats walking away[01:10.38] lying bruised and beat[01:11.25] kicked to the curb[01:12.24] you're not my gather dont bother because you never were[01:13.98]Take that mother****er[02:10.80] striving forever to find who i am[02:11.67] striving forever to find who i am[02:12.60] abandonment how i can taste it[02:14.67] my resen*******ent time to face it[02:16.68] on my knees oh god replace it[02:18.63] cant believe it i cant take it[02:20.97] on the brink of a break down[02:22.23] no love found in my soul[02:23.55] straight from the get go[02:24.93] nothing left in this heart[02:25.92]Just a mother****ing stab in the back[02:27.24] back in my life[02:36.84] yeah right[03:02.70] stabbed in the back[03:06.51] filled with hate[03:06.90] nothing else to say[03:08.43] cuz i walked away