[00:00.000] 作词 : Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti[00:01.000] 作曲 : Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti[00:14.685]Taste bitter on a guilty tongue[00:20.395]It's hard to see I'm the chosen one[00:27.416]Fake friends with a camera phone[00:32.942]Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home[00:38.458]This home of mine, I see it in my dreams[00:44.172]Where everyone looks happy and everyone still likes me[00:51.190]This home of mine, I miss it all the time[00:56.714]What happened to this family? What happened to this family? (If I let you down)[01:06.186]Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards[01:11.961]Being thoughtful can be so hard[01:18.474]First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son[01:24.499]Last fifteen years, I'm the hated one[01:29.777]This heart of mine gets blacker all the time[01:35.042]Affection makes me nauseous, believe me, I don't want this[01:41.818]I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry[01:48.079]I never say I love you, even though I want to[01:54.863]I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid[02:01.858]A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend[02:07.895]This is all my fault, I only make you cry[02:14.174]I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me[02:20.630]'Cause I let you down, and I lost my ****ing mind[02:27.886]Then everything got messy, and everyone got angry[02:33.149]I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time[02:40.428]Is everyone against me? Has everyone God damned me?[02:45.955]What happened to this family?[02:52.233]What happened to this family?[02:58.501]What happened to this family?[03:05.027]What happened to this family?[03:26.853]Don't hate me, don't hate me[03:33.372]Don't let me drown[03:42.158]I hate goodbyes, so cringey I could die[03:49.169]We only say "I love you", 'cause that's what we're supposed to[03:53.685]And most families lie, but I meant it every time[03:59.965]I treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect