[01:15.93]I wonder if depression ever ends[01:25.86]Or if it will end me[01:36.09]I'm still dancing on the edge of the blade[01:58.23]Till it cuts me in half[01:58.77]Some days I feel everything at once[02:13.65]Other days I feel nothing at all[02:18.78]So what's worse?[02:51.51]Drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst?[02:53.88]I dropped my Prozac from one day to the other[02:56.37]I do not regret, why should I bother?[02:58.59]I just wonder what will happen?![03:02.22]Maybe it will kill me... eventually set me free...[03:29.07]Neither do I ask the night to explain[03:33.60]I wait for it and it envelops me[03:37.86]And so you, me, gloom and light...[04:03.12]...and shadows... are[04:03.42]Don't charm away my melancholy, it's everything I've got[04:09.51]To me it's kind of death, but I'm forced to keep living[04:18.69]I won't glorify or romanticize what you call heartbreak[04:22.38]But nothing in this world was promised or belong to you[04:23.73]Someday someone won't be afraid of the lows I drag[05:56.79]They won't stay on the shore, they'll meet me in the depths[06:14.94]I am not dead but also not alive[06:18.54]I seem like a ghost with a beating heart[06:19.29]Cause death is not the greatest loss in life[07:24.33]But what dies inside us while we fledge[07:27.39]We are walking away quietly into empty spaces[07:35.64]We are trying to close the gaps of the past[07:36.48]Cause of all sad words of tongue or pen[07:47.85]The saddest are these: 'It might have been'[07:48.57]Don't charm away my melancholy, it's everything I've got[08:36.39]To me it's kind of death, but I'm forced to keep living[08:51.06]I won't glorify or romanticize what you call heartbreak[09:27.78]But nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you...[09:28.98]...was promised or belonged to you