[00:05.56]Trying to be still[00:08.53]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back[00:13.29]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[00:18.19]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out[00:24.97]Try to not be small[00:27.84]I wanna believe that someone never lets go[00:32.81]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[00:37.66]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out[00:44.60]Imma give it to you straight; No filter[00:46.52]I could live a million lives, but it never killed her[00:48.97]I was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled[00:51.35]I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live[00:53.68]Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place[00:56.31]Look up to the sky asking, "Why?" with a blank face[00:58.99]How the world went grey[00:59.95]So they kept me in a nut house[01:01.26]Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route[01:03.69]Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out[01:06.06]Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down[01:08.55]Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down[01:10.78]Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now[01:13.36]Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent[01:15.54]When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent[01:17.96]I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?[01:20.34]Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor[01:23.83]Trying to be still[01:26.61]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back[01:31.63]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[01:36.33]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out[01:43.26]Try to not be small[01:46.23]I wanna believe that someone never lets go[01:51.34]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[01:55.84]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out[02:03.04]Getting up in front of millions is a contrast[02:05.27]With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass[02:07.90]"Live fast, die young," was the motto[02:09.82]I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta[02:12.20]All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove[02:14.44]That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools[02:17.52]They was lookin' at the ***** with a price tag[02:19.65]Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag[02:22.53]Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it[02:24.61]Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect[02:27.15]Out on the street and I felt defeated[02:29.26]I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated[02:31.69]Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin'[02:34.06]Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed[02:36.45]I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?[02:38.97]Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor[02:41.56]Trying to be still[02:44.59]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back[02:49.38]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[02:54.17]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out[03:01.19]Try to not be small[03:04.11]I wanna believe that someone never lets go[03:08.84]I wanna believe that I can turn it around[03:13.69]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out