[00:15.48]They say it's hard to fall in love,[00:17.77]Maybe they never learned how to patiently wait.[00:20.85]They say it's always dark before the dawn[00:23.44]But you said goodbye before the dawn could break[00:28.22]So who's really right in the end?[00:30.61]When you tore down the walls[00:32.35]but I'm the one alone in this bed?[00:34.64]As you feel his hands around your waist[00:37.27]I can feel them around my neck.[00:40.71]God, this complacency has numbed me[00:43.67]and this numbing has scared me back into the deep[00:46.86]I'm slowly learning how to learn from something,[00:49.54]and realizing the only thing worse than feeling pain[00:52.58]is feeling nothing.[00:56.36]There is an intoxication in her smile and it went straight to my head,[01:00.65]Without it I can hardly see past the blurred lines that I've always been fed[01:05.83]And sometimes I wonder, maybe my chest cavity is growing bigger,[01:10.50]or maybe my heart is just sinking[01:13.19]Either way we decorate this ship, it's still sinking.[01:20.61]And I always had love to blame,[01:24.44]And I always had love to blame,[01:30.91]As I try to find my way, I feel this pain[01:37.73]And I had love to blame.[01:51.11]I had love to blame.[02:07.55]If I were to believe in love,[02:09.79]I would have to see a flood,[02:11.64]But knowing my luck, I would somehow float to shore[02:14.82]And have to wake up.[02:19.98]I don't want to wake up,[02:24.86]I don't want to wake up.[02:28.05]'Cause I'm trying, just trying to find the light inside.[02:34.27]So roll this stone away,[02:39.29]I don't want to sleep another day.[02:44.92]I just want to be in your presence,[02:49.70]So please let me fade away.