[00:08.16]So where'd you go[00:09.72]I never hear you talk[00:11.61]I haven't seen a thing[00:13.11]In a couple of years and more[00:15.45]No messages[00:16.41]No calls[00:17.34]No texts[00:17.85]You're never home[00:19.23]Do you remember when I said[00:21.21]You need to let me know[00:23.04]I asked you If you're doing fine[00:25.02]You told me you would be alright[00:26.88]You said you need a little time[00:28.83]I didn't see right through that lie[00:31.08]So why'd you lie[00:34.65]You said goodbye[00:37.80]In a room where the favourite colours black[00:39.81]And I'm reading from your notes[00:41.19]You're looking down at the scene of a heart attack[00:43.59]As I'm talking about your ghost[00:45.00]And I flick through the pages you had wrote so fast[00:47.37]And my voice begins to choke[00:48.84]As you said[00:49.74]Dear mom[00:50.64]Dear dad[00:51.27]I really had to go[00:53.40]N e r u ok[00:55.05]Are you ok in yourself[00:56.73]Are you feeling so much better[00:58.62]Have you made it out of hell[01:01.05]N e r u ok[01:02.40]Are you ok are you sad[01:04.32]Are you still under the weather[01:06.18]Have you made it out of bed[01:08.61]N e r u ok[01:10.14]Are you ok are you fine[01:12.06]Are you stuck inside the darkness[01:13.86]Have you made it into light[01:16.20]N e r u ok[01:17.88]Are you ok are you bad[01:19.59]Are you rough under the pressure[01:21.51]Have you made it out the black[01:26.34]And that's the part[01:28.23]That hurts the most[01:30.21]A couple words I could have said[01:32.19]To show you're not alone[01:34.50]Instead I'm stood here with my hand around a glass[01:38.70]Preparing for your toast[01:40.17]Cause there's no going back[01:41.64]No saying that[01:42.66]I could have changed a thing[01:44.10]If only I had listened to the pauses[01:46.62]In the words you said[01:47.85]I would have noticed that[01:49.26]You're going black[01:50.25]Your mind was paper thin[01:51.72]If I had looked on through the surface[01:54.00]I'd see the hurt within[01:55.89]In a room where the favourite colours black[01:57.90]And I'm reading from your notes[01:59.28]You're looking down at the scene of a heart attack[02:01.68]As I'm talking about your ghost[02:03.12]And I flick through the pages you had wrote so fast[02:05.49]And my voice begins to choke[02:06.93]As you said[02:07.80]Dear mom[02:08.73]Dear dad[02:09.36]I really had to go[02:11.52]N e r u ok[02:12.87]Are you ok in yourself[02:14.82]Are you feeling so much better[02:16.74]Have you made it out of hell[02:18.96]N e r u ok[02:20.49]Are you ok are you sad[02:22.41]Are you still under the weather[02:24.18]Have you made it out of bed[02:26.73]N e r u ok[02:28.41]Are you ok are you fine[02:30.18]Are you stuck inside the darkness[02:31.95]Have you made it into light[02:34.26]N e r u ok[02:35.82]Are you ok are you bad[02:37.71]Are you rough under the pressure[02:39.60]Have you made it out the black[02:45.39]The number you have dialled is not available at present[02:48.66]Please leave your message after the beep[02:51.39]Hey[02:52.71]It's me[02:54.78]I know we haven't spoken in a while and[02:57.99]Things have been weird[02:59.82]I just wanted to let you know[03:02.40]That I miss you[03:03.96]Call me sometime ok[03:07.17]I don't need anything when I'm here[03:10.17]A space where I can go[03:12.33]Into the silent nothingness[03:14.34]N e r u ok[03:15.72]Are you ok in yourself[03:17.70]Are you feeling so much better[03:19.53]Have you made it out of hell[03:21.90]N e r u ok[03:23.31]Are you ok are you sad[03:25.26]Are you still under the weather[03:27.03]Have you made it out of bed[03:29.58]N e r u ok[03:30.96]Are you ok are you fine[03:33.00]Are you stuck inside the darkness[03:34.80]Have you made it into light[03:37.17]N e r u ok[03:38.85]Are you ok are you bad[03:40.56]Are you rough under the pressure[03:42.54]Have you made it out the black