Infliction - Origin.mp3

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Orgin
[00:42.12]My life's scars run so deep, deep as in before birth
[00:48.06]Some things just won't ever change, feed myself some more pain
[00:53.88]Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence
[00:56.10]Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own
[00:57.99]Why questioning?
[01:04.32]No answering, this shit's just so ****ed up
[01:05.19]Ignoring my own personal self characteristics
[01:06.81]Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself
[01:08.16]Lost everything taken away from me, words they can't hear
[01:11.13]Deaf to hear
[01:11.37]Born out of somebody's audacity, not given a fair chance
[01:12.54]Lies spoken in words that
[01:13.11]I do not know, pain teaching me
[01:19.71]Suffering
[01:20.61]I can't ignore my feelings, my own hostility
[01:22.08]Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes
[01:31.80]How in the world could you take care of me?
[01:32.91]You could not care for you
[01:35.10]I'm left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me
[01:36.60]Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the ****?
[01:42.30]What for?
[01:42.60]Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering
[01:44.64]What it means
[01:44.91]Do not create so blindly, better your offerings
[01:46.02]Lives are at stake, don't deny us the future
[01:49.35]Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means
[01:53.19]Never forget to look deep, finding thyself
[01:54.15]Laws I was rebornwith,
[01:57.24]God-like in character
[01:57.78]Choice to create,
[02:09.90]I will not make that choice
[02:11.10]Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh
[02:17.49]By my own hand,
[02:17.94]I can't deceive myself
[02:18.42]Childhood wars,
[02:18.96]I suffered through them, my institution
[02:20.76]Some pain will last, like time unchanged
[02:27.15]Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion
[02:28.38]Stress overwhelms my peace of mind
[02:35.49]I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace
[02:47.04]Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them
[02:50.64]They too came from demons, where can we all find peace?
[02:51.69]Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep
[02:55.41]To live is to suffer tragically
[03:03.39]My life is complete hell, infliction
[03:05.85]I know I am not alone, suffering
[03:10.53]We all have our own shit, infliction
[03:15.36]Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure
[03:20.55]Constant awakening of what my spirit brings
[03:21.57]Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance
[03:22.47]Living in infliction, multiplied misery
[03:23.43]Just part of birth, this is the consequence
[03:35.76]What do I ask myself?
[03:36.87]This shit's just got to change
[03:37.59]Some pain will last, living in infliction