Hated by life itself. - Will Stetson.mp3

[00:20.45]"Never cry in pain that you wanna die
[00:22.84]Go and live the life that you wanna find"
[00:24.93]Those song's tired lines just kill me
[00:27.32]What a fool would still believe?
[00:29.40]'Cause in truth I don't care if I die today
[00:32.14]But the ones I love wouldn't make me feel the same
[00:34.54]"I don't know, somehow they're just different"
[00:36.95]My ego makes me sick
[00:39.64]I don't care if strangers die in the street alone
[00:42.05]Spreading all the hatred has become a fashion show
[00:44.15]Even so you tell me to live my life happy
[00:46.70]Oh what a world the life would be
[00:49.10]Sitting across the screen another soul is dying
[00:51.49]Trying hard another sings a song to keep surviving
[00:54.04]Moved by their words a child runs in passion
[00:56.36]Slashing, a knife in his hand now
[00:58.25]Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives
[01:00.80]I force out the values that I'm calling mine
[01:03.06]Belting out a song that's made for murdering each other's light
[01:05.73]That's played aloud throughout the fading night
[01:07.84]Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives
[01:10.54]As we thoughtlessly each pray to disappear and die
[01:12.95]We who look at life with empty disappointed eyes
[01:15.12]Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives
[01:27.35]Yeah, those questions with a simple right or wrong just
[01:30.23]All build on up to the kind of sadness that I'll break us
[01:32.73]Endless troubles piling up too much to count 'em now
[01:34.64]I simply push 'em down into the ground and let a laugh out
[01:37.50]Lungs drowning from the failures of the eighth time
[01:39.81]I hit the ball but still am only fouling out I
[01:42.02]Reach around the dark but, I can not see a thing
[01:44.01]I know that once upon a time this room had made me want to live
[01:46.54]I'm stuck in the mud just struggling
[01:47.74]Cut with blood for my rebellion
[01:48.95]Crying to God that it's my life
[01:50.00]But in that strife I'm only trembling
[01:51.34]Oh and know, if that's where you go
[01:52.25]Reap what you sow, never come close to the
[01:53.46]Love from the ones you showed up
[01:54.42]You never even know where all the loving goes
[01:56.26]So then tell me just who is the damn song for?
[01:59.32]Surly there's someone that you had in store
[02:01.85]Transform the hurting you felt within your heart alone
[02:04.39]And shove it all upon another, you go
[02:06.49]And dream but the image that you're drawing up
[02:08.82]Surely is the heart that once had meant so much
[02:11.63]Yeah, I guess
[02:12.97]It was.
[02:16.29]Please don’t just let it go
[02:20.44]Deep within that fragile heart, that tiny little hope
[02:25.20]"Die, shut your mouth!"
[02:26.13]"Die, shut your mouth!"
[02:27.05]Head to toe I'm stained by, the words that break and badly beat me down
[02:30.32]I'll sing this song even if all my light is burning out
[02:34.85]Both of us are hated by our own lives
[02:36.92]As we’re both intoxicated by a sad goodbye
[02:39.35]Without ever knowing what it means to die
[02:41.45]Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives
[02:53.78]Our meetings, and partings, affections, and longing, are naught but a joke within a fading dream
[03:00.97]Just bonds that are bought with reality
[03:03.67]I could be dead in a day lying in a grave
[03:06.10]Everything I've ever done might only be a waste
[03:08.35]The morning, and evening
[03:09.53]The spring and, the seasons
[03:10.72]Will always stay the same though we will slowly waste away
[03:13.00]I don't need tomorrow
[03:14.26]Or dreams that come and go
[03:15.50]Just living on with you is what I always wanted most
[03:17.86]I know that's also
[03:20.44]What I had really meant to sing so
[03:22.84]Both of us are hated by our own lives
[03:24.97]At last, we're all doomed to fade simply die
[03:27.16]It'll take you, taking me too
[03:29.37]Soon enough we all fall like autumn leaves anew
[03:31.85]But while I'm here I know I'm still alive so
[03:34.53]Even if I might die tomorrow
[03:36.94]We'll never know so come let's go and fly away to live the life we chose