[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura[00:00.967] 作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura[00:01.934]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one[00:08.192]I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times[00:15.109]From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem[00:20.865]Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise[00:27.361]Cause something deep inside me is broken[00:28.856]I'm not allowed to feel a thing[00:30.873]Every loving word means nothing[00:32.352]I'm obsessed with suffering[00:34.114]Lately thinking feels like cutting[00:35.610]Every thought's a razor blade[00:37.365](If only I had someone else to blame)[00:41.109]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[00:47.288]But there is no escape[00:50.535]When you're the prison cell[00:53.788]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[01:00.289]I plea for better days[01:03.539]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)[01:10.552]Wish I could runaway from myself[01:16.535]Wish I could runaway from myself[01:19.035]Who and how can forgive my sins[01:24.738]Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me[01:31.228]The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle[01:37.746]who never change the will change my mind[01:43.481]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[01:49.738]But there is no escape[01:52.990]When you're the prison cell[01:56.486]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[02:02.478]I plea for better days[02:05.737]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)[02:12.728]Wish I could runaway from myself[02:18.751]Wish I could runaway[02:21.246]Cause something deep inside me is broken[02:22.731]I'm not allowed to feel a thing[02:24.240]Every loving word means nothing[02:26.238]I'm obsessed with suffering[02:27.733]Lately thinking feels like cutting[02:29.495]Every thought's a razor blade[02:30.990]If only I had someone else to blame[02:47.493]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[02:53.997]But there is no escape[02:57.236]When you're the prison cell[03:00.241]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself[03:06.693]I plea for better days[03:09.941]But get thrown back in hell[03:18.698]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one