[00:10.703] I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it[00:21.270] I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish[00:31.255] It kills me inside you can drink on Friday nights[00:35.943] Not even pick up the phone[00:41.878] It amazes me you move on so easily[00:46.006] From someone that you once called home[00:52.381] I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[00:56.829] Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[01:02.831] I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly[01:08.522] I don't think you ever had something real[01:13.737] Until you met me[01:16.019] Drinks in New York City[01:18.455] Ooh, you looked so pretty[01:21.083] Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[01:26.575] Kissed you on our first date[01:29.122] Somehow, I knew someday[01:31.777] This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[01:37.746] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[01:43.066] Missing a part of me, part of me[01:48.129] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[01:53.567] Hoping your heart is free, heart is free[01:57.131] I've been trying not to think of this as something tragic[02:07.559] 'Cause our two paths might cross again[02:11.400] Crazier things have happened[02:17.987] And I realize lightning strikes just once, not twice[02:22.544] And shooting stars are burning rocks[02:28.309] So I spend weeks inside, drowning in these dreams of mine[02:33.163] And wondering if I'm worth your thoughts[02:39.130] I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[02:43.615] Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[02:49.651] I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly[02:55.313] I don't think you ever had something real[03:00.751] Until you met me[03:02.564] Drinks in New York City[03:05.159] Ooh, you looked so pretty[03:07.677] Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[03:13.159] Kissed you on our first date[03:15.797] Somehow, I knew someday[03:18.455] This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[03:24.126] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[03:29.539] Missing a part of me, part of me[03:34.789] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[03:40.138] Hoping your heart is free, heart is free[03:45.482] Do you not dream of me?[03:47.808] 'Cause I have visions in my sleep[03:50.447] I can't ever find my peace now[03:55.975] Do you wake up alone[03:58.383] And feel an aching in your bones?[04:01.241] Or are you happy without me now?[04:03.899] The first time that you told me[04:06.460] You thought that you loved me[04:09.109] That bar in the city[04:11.808] I thought you were drunk[04:13.361] But I knew deep down that you meant it[04:17.177] Wish that I had said it[04:19.771] I was scared to let it happen[04:22.859] But it happened and now I cannot forget it[04:28.357] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[04:33.565] Missing a part of me, part of me[04:38.795] Oh, I'll spend my whole life[04:44.253] Hoping your heart is free, heart is free