[00:14.00]Poppy tears:[00:15.58]You weren't there when i needed you the most[00:24.12]And now your here cause i'm coming up like my ****ing dose[00:30.36]Every night i imagine you alone[00:34.51]You ain't gotta say it i can tell by the tone[00:38.12]Ten between my teeth so my eyes can ****ing roll[00:41.48]Find me underneath tryna find a way to cope[00:45.32]But i ain't finding no one[00:48.09]Tell me where my souls gone[00:50.31]Felt like it for so long[00:51.75]Think I'm ****ing frozen[00:53.85]I think i might just own up[00:55.49]Dead before i blow up[00:57.45]I ain't hold no double cup[01:00.00]I ain't sold it's not enough...[01:02.00]Said im running out of luck[01:03.86]But i'll keep going till im done[01:05.99]I'll keep going till i'm numb[01:08.18]I'm throwing up on camera[01:09.78]Pretty looking glamorous[01:12.01]Black lung sta****[01:13.66]Cut her wrists and i know how to handle her[01:18.40]Lil happ lil sad:[01:19.50]I can't handle all these feelings that i'm writing down[01:22.64]I can't handle all the shit I ****ing sing about[01:27.07]She swear that she love me but i'm filled with doubt[01:31.37]She say that she love me when she smoke my loud[01:35.39]I can't trust her its not her fault i'm so paranoid[01:39.10]Swear I love her, all I want is ****ing self control[01:42.95]Pray that one day I will have some ****ing inner peace[01:47.09]But I guess till then I'll suffocate and cope with shit[01:51.34]I can't trust her its not her fault i'm so paranoid[01:54.75]Swear I love her, all I want is ****ing self control[01:58.91]Pray that one day I will have some ****ing inner peace[02:03.09]But I guess till then I'll suffocate and smoke my shit