[00:00.000] 作词 : Johan Lindbrandt/Clara Mae[00:00.215] 作曲 : Johan Lindbrandt/Clara Mae[00:00.430]I wake up in the mornin' in the arms of my whole world[00:06.269]I know that I should tell him I love him so it hurts[00:12.179]But I still sing of heartbreak when we are doing great[00:18.349]That's another time when it's me just being fake[00:24.544]A conversation with my sister, a highlight of a day[00:30.503]I should tell her that more often, I don't know why I wait[00:36.503]'Cause right before you know it, it might go away[00:42.493]So why don't I just say it before it's too late?[00:49.407]My father gave me music, but had a wanderin' eye[00:55.107]I know my mother knew it, but stayed there by his side[01:00.577]So everyone would think, "What a perfect family"[01:06.527]That's another thing that I know we'll never be[01:13.167]I've always had this feeling, this fear of missing out[01:18.767]So I still go to parties with people I don't like[01:24.227]I know I should go home, but I'm stayin' every time[01:29.967]Yeah, that's another way, how I waste another night[01:35.215]You're supposed to be a grown up when you are thirty-two[01:41.075]So I just keep pretending, 'cause I don't have a clue[01:46.555]Keep smilin' like I'm happy, but never been this blue[01:52.135]Yeah, that's another thing that we're all supposed to do[01:58.626]When I'm looking at my grandma, she's all I wanna be[02:04.516]She doesn't have that darkness that lives inside of me[02:10.016]But then she'd never dare to do all the things she dream[02:15.426]But in another life, oh, I wonder who she'd be[02:21.019]When you become a mother it's so hard to explain[02:26.559]You love someone so much you forget to love yourself[02:32.079]You questioned the decision, but let nobody know[02:36.979]But when I hold her in my arms, I know I'm right where I belong[02:44.409]I know my biggest fear is being right there at the end[02:50.169]Just wishin' for a chance I could do it all again[02:56.009]But there's still time for livin' now while I'm still alive[03:01.539]So that's the only thing I will do before I die