LOST - NF/Hopsin.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF/Cole Walowac/Marcus Hopson
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF/Cole Walowac/Marcus Hopson
[00:16.050]Look
[00:17.240]Self awareness pride's a coat and yes I like to wear it
[00:20.660]Buttoned up don't like to let no air in
[00:22.380]With a pair of gloves that I hope doesn't perish
[00:24.430]I discovered though when I get holes in them
[00:26.630]And I let joy in I'm in higher spirits
[00:28.340]My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot
[00:30.350]Just repeatin' lyrics I can barely bear it when I'm lost
[00:33.810]Road is narrow I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel
[00:36.630]Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe
[00:39.620]And leave our state of peril
[00:40.900]All of us have made defensive scarecrows
[00:42.720]That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes
[00:44.720]When they scare away the things that we should cherish
[00:46.610]'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost
[00:49.830]Yeah but what does it matter
[00:50.940]I get so combative
[00:51.600]Inside of me's a personal canvas the paint can be splattered
[00:53.610]Get messy when I start to get rattled
[00:54.980]The heart of a savage I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows
[00:57.000]But somethin' don't add up I don't wanna be overdramatic
[00:58.980]But look at the data it's obvious that humans are fragile
[01:00.960]We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out
[01:02.470]But the fact is we need someone that'll be honest
[01:03.950]When we fly off the handle
[01:05.400]I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel
[01:07.350]Keep my wits been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle
[01:09.540]My intent is not to rent I like to own what I value
[01:11.570]I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle
[01:13.580]I like to row against the current that's the way that I travel
[01:15.620]Opposite of what the grain does got the brain of a rebel
[01:17.630]Take initiative I'm diligent on every level
[01:19.580]I never could settle I like to keep my foot on the pedal yeah
[01:22.310]I'd love to pack arenas and all
[01:23.760]But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts
[01:25.630]And put the reins on 'em show 'em I'm the one that's the boss
[01:27.740]And pull 'em back when they get out of hand I'm breakin' they jaws
[01:29.870]I'm takin' the flaws that told me I could never evolve
[01:31.760]Then pull a Bane on 'em ask 'em Oh you think you're in charge
[01:34.220]You oughta know better ain't no way around it I'm flawed
[01:35.910]The traits that I want they say I can't afford what it cost
[01:38.110]But I manifested this
[01:40.570]Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons kids
[01:42.540]Take the worst and try to make the best of it
[01:44.410]'Cause when you fail just know it's a test and if
[01:46.610]You can learn to pick yourself back up again
[01:48.540]And train your brain to not be such a pessimist
[01:50.590]It's okay to make mistakes just don't forget that
[01:52.790]There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost
[01:56.510]Yeah
[01:58.130]When I'm lost
[02:02.410]When I'm lost
[02:06.700]When I'm lost
[02:08.840]When I'm lost lost
[02:11.580]Wow these burdens are heavy
[02:13.820]And I'm hopin' it don't bury me
[02:15.350]I used to be joyful and skip so merrily
[02:17.010]But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully
[02:19.350]My mind left and it's nowhere to be found
[02:22.280]Am I a big ol' parody
[02:23.480]'Cause it's no fair to me
[02:24.490]And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy
[02:27.280]Look I'm tryna wash away my sins
[02:28.950]I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends
[02:31.360]And if I ever take an L then they might grin
[02:33.330]And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in
[02:35.460]So when it come to anybody there's no trust for no one
[02:37.720]Man so what
[02:38.480]My whole plan's to go nuts
[02:39.780]My shoulders ready for more shrugs I'm gon' judge
[02:41.740]Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love
[02:43.800]Hol' up
[02:44.380]My sanity's gone I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on
[02:46.870]Yes that's a reward I'm actually bored with having a sore heart
[02:49.420]It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore
[02:51.810]Now hol' up
[02:52.470]I was livin' so oblivious with millions it really was a pity huh
[02:55.980]A pity huh
[02:56.550]It's kinda funny what a penny does mixed in with a mini buzz
[02:59.440]I feel stuck
[03:00.140]Life's got me by the neck with a blade against it
[03:02.120]What
[03:02.280]Guess I was runnin' late for the train and missed it
[03:04.220]What
[03:04.410]The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance
[03:06.110]What
[03:06.410]So I'ma act out like a ragin' misfit
[03:08.140]What
[03:08.580]And every lay gon' stay sadistic
[03:10.320]Yeah
[03:10.590]You wanna hate me
[03:11.380]Good great terrific
[03:12.180]Good
[03:12.690]You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed
[03:14.480]You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I
[03:17.400]Yeah manifested this
[03:18.960]Do not treat me like some adolescent kid
[03:20.850]I am prayin' to the Lord with the Book of James
[03:23.440]Hopin' he gon' add my testament
[03:25.040]This dark cloud that's my residence
[03:26.980]Demons knockin' I don't have to let 'em in
[03:29.100]I done made mistakes day to day you probably can't relate
[03:31.700]I just ain't the same when I'm lost
[03:34.740]Yeah
[03:36.850]When I'm lost
[03:39.930]When I'm when I'm lost
[03:44.860]When I'm lost
[03:47.290]When I'm lost lost