[00:00.000] 作曲 : John Edward Muench Jr./Brent Austin Mills/Ethan Alan Spray/Nicholas James Spencer[00:18.703]I woke up kneeling in the backyard[00:24.137]With a stain I can't begin to get clean[00:32.646]I tore the flowers out of jaw[00:38.110]Like a garden, I grew bare and empty[00:42.471]Please don't get too close[00:48.161][00:48.182]I fell out of a dream into my death[00:55.187]Won't remember a thing until I hit the bottom[01:02.030]And I don't know what it means, try to forget[01:09.270]I just wanna believe I kept it all in my head[01:14.085][01:14.106]Can I make it all much better[01:17.589]If I find a reason why?[01:21.221]Feel like I wanna tear this body apart and make it whole again[01:32.547][01:32.568]I cough up feelings of a new scar[01:38.025]I heard everyone laughing at me[01:46.756]Hold my breath until it goes dark[01:51.915]Like a season I still carry gently[01:58.569][01:58.590]I fell out of a dream into my death[02:05.556]Won't remember a thing until I hit the bottom[02:12.385]And I don't know what it means, try to forget[02:19.657]I just wanna believe I kept it all[02:23.916][02:23.937]Like a heart attack with everyone involved[02:27.550]Tried to fight it back, we knew that I was so unwell[02:32.881]Took off without a warning[02:36.366]Felt different in the morning[02:38.398][02:38.419]A heart attack with everyone involved[02:41.786]Like an atom bomb collapsing underneath my shell[02:47.285]Hollow and distorted[02:50.886]Different in the morning[02:52.863][02:52.884]And I made it all much better[02:56.464]When I found a reason why[03:01.227]I wanna tear my body apart and make it whole again[03:07.217]Can I make it all much better[03:10.776]If I find a reason why?[03:14.348]Feel like I wanna tear this body apart ad make it whole again