It's Inside - Rivilin.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Connor Woodland
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Connor Woodland
[00:13.343]Put a collar on my neck for me to explode
[00:16.157]You don't trust a single thing I say so I hold
[00:19.350]Hands over ears just to block out the noise
[00:21.662]My world is ****ing painted red, triple vision watch the time go
[00:25.550]Feel my ****ing bones start to stretch out my skin
[00:28.133]A ****ing loner he can't communicate from within
[00:31.301]So he's awkward and shy, doesn't have any friends
[00:34.444]Until they ****ing see him suffer feel so sorry for him and pretend
[00:38.177]That everything is alright, no you will be just fine
[00:41.126]****ing sick of hearing words of delusion it's like you’re in my mind
[00:44.760]The world that I love floating straight up above
[00:47.343]I'm watching hells jaw under as you give me a shove
[00:50.489]And I fall, it didn't take long just to hit the bottom
[00:54.222]Of the bottle on the side a cigarette to chase the lie
[00:57.242]So nicotine a day keeps the hunger at bay
[00:59.938]So I'll just starve myself alone in the anguish I'll fade
[01:03.723]It's just head pain we feel
[01:07.803]that keeps us alive
[01:10.467]yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn't give a flying ****
[01:13.282]watch the anguish of a lover it's like he wants us just to suffer so
[01:16.653]So why do we care
[01:20.565]about who we are
[01:23.131]If I could find a way to finally just say that I'm coping
[01:25.894]Watch the ones who say they're hoping but your hopes just left me choking
[01:41.576]Yeah, Yeah
[01:42.493]Watch the world around me swallow me whole
[01:44.856]The sky cracks open blood tears flood the empty hall
[01:48.504]Screams of a lover as she’s sucked in the void
[01:51.359]Panic attacks take over when I'm stuck with a choice
[01:54.360]Do I stay here or swim
[01:59.404]I guess I'll never know
[02:01.905]Life’s a ****ing joke when wake up and you just suffer
[02:04.197]Getting jealous of another whose normal, so wounds we cover
[02:07.367]So the world doesn't see confusion comes from a lover
[02:10.384]Who knows your not fine you're breaking, you struggle to get up
[02:13.597]And you just smother out any tiny bit of her doubt
[02:16.862]She hasn't got the strength to help so you just wait all this out
[02:20.211]Until you make friends with the person down in your chest
[02:23.097]They try to make you feel so better but they know you cave to stress
[02:26.560]So a little bit of hate comes again with the waves
[02:29.544]You starve your own body out just to block out the pain
[02:33.231]It's just head pain we feel
[02:38.808]that keeps us alive
[02:40.136]yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn't give a flying ****
[02:42.654]watch the anguish of a lover it's like he wants us just to suffer so
[02:46.185]So why do we care
[02:50.435]about who we are
[02:52.599]If I could find a way to finally just say that I'm coping
[02:55.450]Watch the ones who say they're hoping but your hopes just left me choking