Wishing - Rivilin.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Connor Woodland
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Connor Woodland
[00:13.571]Fluorescent lights are shining yeah down from above
[00:16.549]Thinking it's heaven but that's just a joke
[00:19.973]Knowing I'm in hell already it helps
[00:23.108]If suicide happens I'll come back to tell
[00:26.755]Cigarette ashes are inside my veins
[00:28.527]Watch the skin just boil and now break
[00:30.249]I would have tried to fix myself
[00:31.738]But I know I deserve all the pain
[00:33.476]Clouded up and I push down the hate
[00:35.156]I don't remember what did I say
[00:36.774]Just consumed by the emptiness
[00:38.460]That boils and just lives inside my brain
[00:40.172]It's like when did we decide just not to get better
[00:44.143]Toxic traits start to breed into the ones you deceive
[00:47.653]If she was outside your house would you save her
[00:50.474]I miss the old you, yeah your face I can't see
[00:53.898]Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
[00:57.346]The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
[01:00.372]Just let it end, let me mend, yeah I don't belong
[01:03.831]Your voice is like the sea, it's dragging, pulling at my feet
[01:07.189]Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
[01:10.330]The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
[01:13.739]The floor it breaks, starts to shake, you're not in control
[01:17.162]I fall asleep all day without these meds you know I'll break
[01:20.511]A liar and disgust and all that is free
[01:23.194]Comparing your rings with the ones who can't eat
[01:26.679]Jealousy brews in your gut till you're weak
[01:29.804]Stealing and hiding while they get to sleep
[01:33.178]I hear you screaming out from the edge of the wall
[01:35.233]You see red and your family distorts
[01:36.867]I tried to come between you two
[01:38.441]But you know that, that wasn't a choice
[01:40.318]You didn't care even though I was ten
[01:41.868]I guess ever since then I pretend
[01:43.553]That everything will fix itself
[01:45.098]But you know I can't handle the noise
[02:00.450]Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
[02:03.772]The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
[02:07.093]Just let it end, let me mend, yeah I don't belong
[02:10.390]Your voice is like the sea, it's dragging, pulling at my feet
[02:13.723]Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
[02:17.131]The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
[02:20.383]The floor it breaks, starts to shake, you're not in control
[02:23.927]I fall asleep all day without these meds you know I'll break