Feel So Sad! - Tech N9ne.mp3

[00:01.14]Dlot reven ev'I seirots
[00:03.44]Re— real
[00:07.15]Re— Re— real
[00:09.46]Won litnu
[00:10.42]Real stories
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[00:12.39]"Aaron is so cute", that's what they used to say to me
[00:16.04]Ninth grade, young female teachers, almost every day to me
[00:18.86]That's when I wore the high top fade and curly freeze with bravery
[00:21.96]'Cause the gangstas say it ain't the way to be
[00:23.67]But all of the women hella thought I was savory (Mhm)
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[00:26.32]In my Guess fit, popular, you guessed it
[00:28.41]Hip-hop dancer and rapper, in the talent shows, I blessed it
[00:32.10]Hardly rode the bus home 'cause I stayed after
[00:34.54]Displayed laughter with the grade passer, I'm a lay master
[00:36.95]And everybody know that I'm a babe catcher
[00:38.06]Walking home on cloud nine, a hundred percent man about mine
[00:41.28]Then I crossed the way
[00:42.14]There was a grown man stopped at a red light hella on shout time
[00:44.55]He said "Hey!"
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[00:45.63]When I looked I was thinking that
[00:46.53]I hope this person ain't pistol-happy
[00:47.84]Then right before he drove off
[00:49.19]The man blew a kiss my way and then he whistled at me
[00:50.60]I'm like, "Mother—" then he sped off, I was thinking,
[00:52.70]"Man" I wanna tear his head off"
[00:53.95]Then I stopped 'cause I was tripping, walking
[00:56.01]I was almost home, I kept dipping
[00:57.15]Got home, then I asked my mama,
[00:58.71]"Why did he say hey at me instead of hey at a girl?"
[01:00.59]Then my mom just looked right at me and said,
[01:02.59]"Baby dawg, that's the way of the world"
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[01:04.20]Later that night I hooked up with two homies
[01:05.85]To work on a dance routine
[01:07.00]Got it done then allotted some time
[01:08.56]To holla at some fine and scan boo things
[01:10.01]But when my two homies seen two dudes hugged up
[01:12.62]Now they really mean to feud
[01:13.69]I said, "Yo" then some cray happened
[01:15.10]One of the homies said, "Time for gay bashing"
[01:16.55]The two ran up and attacked the dudes
[01:18.20]I don't know what they thought they had to prove
[01:19.76]They was swinging with so much attitude
[01:21.21]But I could not deal with all that abuse
[01:22.91]I said, "What in the ****?
[01:24.17]Y'all done messed up, it ain't peaceful
[01:26.27]You know it's effed up and plus evil
[01:27.79]So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?"
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[01:30.09]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect
[01:34.75]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing
[01:42.58]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect
[01:46.73]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing
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[01:55.25]Sophomore year, man, I lost more tears
[01:57.75]'Cause of people hating people and it cost more fear
[02:00.90]My school, it was the stash spot for gangstas with rag tops
[02:04.46]You'd get your ass shot, that year we had so many mascots
[02:07.63]How could we do no wrong? And schools were integrated
[02:11.13]How could we do no wrong? Racism demonstrated
[02:14.20]Better be moving on before I'm eliminated
[02:17.45]Possibly use the chrome because I've been degraded
[02:20.72]Scratch that, I'm not that cat
[02:21.83]I would never wanna keep a rat-tat in my backpack
[02:24.93]Never had nobody to snap at, I'm a class act
[02:27.19]But one day somebody had doom
[02:28.44]We heard two blacks got stab wounds
[02:30.11]And got beat and kicked, white elites and shit
[02:31.66]When the lights went out in the bathroom
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[02:33.54]Everybody was heated, people been mistreated
[02:36.34]It's a damn shame that a Klan came and gave a man pain
[02:39.05]A misdeed hit 'cause of skin tone
[02:40.47]Them gone to the hospital from a sin zone
[02:42.98]Skin domes doing them wrong you can send home
[02:45.39]But they been gone
[02:46.19]Now everybody on edge
[02:47.59]Classroom break to the bathroom
[02:49.00]Seen hood niggas and they all want heads
[02:50.72]Bad moon, hate taking that tune
[02:52.43]They said to me, "When the whites come in
[02:54.38]We gon' hit the lights and gon' get they ass"
[02:55.84]I said to all of 'em, "Is this a gag?"
[02:57.20]Nah, they wanna break 'em all like Mr. Glass
[02:59.16]It happened, the whites en route
[03:00.76]Cracking, the lights went out
[03:02.31]I laid to the floor
[03:03.07]Then I found my way to the door, away from the gore
[03:05.42]The hoods came out
[03:06.33]Bloody and sweaty, I said, "That shit ain't regal
[03:08.48]In fact, that shit is evil
[03:10.30]So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?"
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[03:12.30]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect
[03:16.06]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing
[03:24.17]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect
[03:28.83]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing
[03:37.66]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect
[03:41.97]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing