[00:13.752]I got your message and I hope u know I hate u too[00:17.201]But I only hate u cuz if I loved u I’d hate me too[00:20.663]It’s clear as day that you’d care less if I had died tonight[00:24.383]But if I’m wrong I’d never know if I would die tonight[00:28.367]I live a life of fake friends and real enemies[00:32.081]I smile knowing they won’t rest till they get rid of me[00:35.540]We’ll make up bed cuz one day yea u gone sleep in it[00:39.272]And if that day should be today, we see who really mean it[00:42.974]I’ve never wished death on anyone else[00:45.111]But I’m not sure if I mean it[00:46.703]So I just keep it to myself cuz if I say it I’ll needa[00:50.447]Be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen[00:53.901]That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end[00:57.358]Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[01:04.521]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[01:11.960]Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[01:19.150]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[01:26.322]Niggas see me and wanna kill me for shit I can’t control[01:28.708]I love em but still got a family waitin on me to make it home[01:32.694]My momma said the day I die is the day she lose her faith in God[01:36.408]Cuz if he is the holy one why the **** he let my baby die[01:40.132]No pastor’s words can ease my mind[01:41.718]Momma listen to me I’m not hurting no more[01:44.664]And no there’s not a golden gate but my soul is golden for sure[01:48.385]And I watch over u, I see Ajah she taller than you[01:52.092]And I know u hear me saying “don’t put all that salt in yo food”[01:55.817]I know that u hear me, just listen Ma I know u can hear me, I never talked about my feelings but in this music u hear me[02:03.275]And it’s alright that all my life that I’ve been misunderstood[02:06.729]They never seen me as I am but I knew this day they would[02:10.463]But when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[02:17.633]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[02:24.801]Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[02:32.015]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[02:39.462]I’ve never wished death on anyone else[02:41.597]But I’m not sure if I mean it so I just keep it to myself cuz I say it I’ll needa[02:46.656]Be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen[02:50.368]That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end[02:55.141][02:56.747][Instrumental Break][03:07.660][03:23.080]Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[03:30.243]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[03:37.448]Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone[03:44.884]Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone[03:52.591][03:53.643][Beat Switch][03:54.443]*baby crying*[04:18.110][04:18.897]Don’t cry[04:19.966]Don’t cry[04:22.347]Don’t let them see your pain[04:25.016]Don’t let them see u fall[04:30.065]Don’t cry[04:31.388]Don’t cry[04:34.038]Don’t let them see your hand[04:36.689]Don’t let them see your cards[04:41.482]Poker face you’ll find away to maintain it darling no don’t cry[04:49.454]Cuz they can smell the fear, they can sense it all[04:54.183]Poker face you’ll find a way, find a way, find a way, don’t cry[05:06.956]Don’t cry[05:13.881]They’re watching you[05:21.517]Don’t cry[05:25.263]These are the games we play