[00:18.131]Full of shame and all the blame[00:22.389]I can't name my own mistakes[00:26.635]Moving through the dirt I lay[00:30.625]Fighting through the emotions I faced[00:34.868]I can't run I can't hide[00:38.871]I see the sun it burns my eyes[00:43.118]The pain of some I feel it it inside[00:47.380]But no one cares when I'm inside[00:52.364]It gets worse when the days go by[01:00.119]It doesn't get easier because I never go outside[01:08.360]My heart is blue it bleeds for you[01:12.862]I'm impatient I can't eat food[01:16.867]You say I'm a fool a fool for you[01:21.103]I've been used and I've been bruised[01:25.365]But I've gone around and looked for you[01:29.359]But you lost me and I want you[01:33.618]And I caught the bait[01:35.597]And I'm grabbing a noose[01:37.851]Until you say to come with you[01:42.615]It gets worse when the days go by[01:50.601]It doesn't get easier because I never go outside