[00:00.882]Why won't I release me[00:12.344]Why won't I release me[00:24.489]I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode[00:27.445]Have I gotten too far while still afloat?[00:29.948]Should have been more careful with the boat I chose[00:33.247]Got chills from the water I'm wading[00:36.478]Lazy or recovering?[00:39.412]Lotal apathy I need time to think[00:41.785]It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray[00:50.897]Fighting a line so gray[00:56.686]Fighting a line so gray[01:02.530]Fighting a line so gray[01:08.369]Fighting a line so gray[01:20.113]Fighting a line so gray[01:34.138]Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head[01:37.137]I know I could progress could never get ahead[01:40.052]I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself[01:43.321]Steel my thoughts[01:45.759]And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure[01:48.879]I know I started this[01:50.213]Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever[01:54.582]So, steel my thoughts[01:57.581]Teleport me to year seventeen[02:00.500]I had such control and clarity[02:03.097]Set the standard high,[02:04.833]Its embarrassing how I lost it,[02:08.017]Trying so hard to over achieve[02:12.332]And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming[02:17.793]Hold my rib cage, breathing[02:23.569]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing[02:29.448]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing[02:34.588]Why won't I release me[02:43.579]Why won't I release me[02:51.563]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me[03:03.181]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple[03:12.073]Far from simple[03:16.038]Release me[03:17.612]Release me