[00:01.20]Holding on doesn’t feel the same[00:07.21]Nothing seems to cover up the pain[00:14.06]Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same[00:19.47]About me, baby[00:26.65]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain[00:33.42](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on[00:39.42]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain[00:46.05](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on[00:51.83]Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real[00:55.50]I’ve just been so empty, I can't ****ing feel[00:58.70]But I can feel my body start to fade[01:01.01]My heart is cold that’s why[01:02.63]I’m so sick of taking all these ****ing pills[01:04.95]I don’t ever talk about it much[01:07.31]Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us[01:10.51]You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush[01:13.80]I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush[01:16.96]See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close[01:20.19]Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most[01:23.24]But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke[01:26.47]Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to ****ing choke[01:29.71]The more pain you go through, the harder it feel[01:32.73]And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal[01:35.80]I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills[01:38.78]And even though I ****ing hate you, you have part of me still[01:42.08]Cry for you, I promised that I would never ****ing cry for you[01:45.82]Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you[01:48.59]Plea for you, I do anything, I ****ing plea for you[01:52.06]Why can’t you understand, I ****ing needed you[01:54.21]Holding on doesn’t feel the same[02:00.91]Nothing seems to cover up the pain[02:07.92]Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same[02:13.10]About me, baby[02:20.53]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain[02:27.04](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on[02:33.08]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain[02:39.60](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on[02:46.35]Baby, baby, baby, baby[02:55.53]Holding on doesn’t feel the same[02:58.89]Baby, baby, baby, baby[03:07.84]Nothing seems to cover up the pain