[00:00.924]My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I[00:04.333]Got out of bed at all[00:06.820]The morning rain clouds up my window[00:10.276]And I can't see at all[00:12.857]And even if I could it'd all be gray[00:16.247]But your picture on my wall[00:18.867]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad[00:24.634]My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I[00:27.963]Got out of bed at all[00:30.452]The morning rain clouds up my window[00:34.052]And I can't see at all[00:36.496]And even if I could it'd all be gray[00:39.884]But your picture on my wall[00:42.467]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad[00:47.493][00:48.075]Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin'[00:50.801]I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom[00:53.770]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em[00:56.667]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'[00:59.411]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em[01:02.305]But anyways, **** it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?[01:05.443]My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father[01:08.160]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?[01:10.321]I'ma name her Bonnie[01:11.735]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry[01:14.089]I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him[01:17.166]I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan[01:20.198]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam[01:22.943][01:22.962]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man[01:25.889]I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat[01:28.971]Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back[01:31.529]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan[01:34.713][01:35.522]My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I[01:38.822]Got out of bed at all[01:41.335]The morning rain clouds up my window[01:45.037]And I can't see at all[01:47.313]And even if I could it'd all be gray[01:50.653]But your picture on my wall[01:53.351]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad[01:58.254][01:58.574]Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance[02:01.914]I ain't mad, I just think it's ****ed up you don't answer fans[02:04.658]If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert, you didn't have to[02:07.844]But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew[02:09.946]That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old[02:12.521]We waited in the blisterin' cold[02:13.880]For you, for four hours, and you just said no[02:16.357]That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his ****in' idol[02:18.852]He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do[02:21.709]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds[02:24.373]It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me[02:27.330]See, everything you say is real, and I respect you ‘cause you tell it[02:30.210]My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7[02:33.326]But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does[02:36.083]She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up[02:38.646]You gotta call me, man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose[02:41.810]Sincerely yours, Stan—P.S. We should be together too[02:45.471]Dear Mr. I'm-Too-Good-to-Call-or-Write-My-Fans[02:48.249]This'll be the last package I ever send your ass[02:50.795]It's been six months, and still no word—I don't deserve it?[02:53.593]I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect[02:57.041]So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you, I hope you hear it[02:59.623]I'm in the car right now, I'm doin' 90 on the freeway[03:02.565]I loved you, Slim, we coulda been together—think about it![03:05.599]You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it[03:08.462]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it[03:11.410]I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me[03:14.168]See, Slim—shut up, bitch! I'm tryin' to talk[03:16.664]Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk[03:19.005]But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up—see? I ain't like you[03:22.291]Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too[03:25.590]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now[03:28.155]Oh, shit, I forgot—how am I supposed to send this shit out?![03:31.812][03:44.613]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy[03:47.904]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?[03:51.042]Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that[03:53.418]And here's an autograph for your brother: I wrote it on your Starter cap[03:56.444]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you[03:59.731]Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you[04:02.334]And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists, too?[04:05.291]I say that shit just clownin', dawg c'mon, how ****ed up is you?[04:08.584]You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'[04:11.282]To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some[04:14.424]And what's this shit about us meant to be together?[04:16.781]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other[04:19.626]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other[04:22.215]Or maybe you just need to treat her better[04:24.226]I hope you get to read this letter[04:25.957]I just hope it reaches you in time[04:27.595]Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine[04:30.664]If you'd relax a little, I'm glad that I inspire you, but, Stan[04:34.047]Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan[04:37.996]I just don't want you to do some crazy shit[04:40.103]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick[04:43.708]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge[04:46.469]And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid[04:49.528]And in the car they found a tape, but it didn't say who it was to[04:52.820]Come to think about it, his name was, it was you[04:56.212]Damn!