[00:00.00] 作词 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman/Tobias Wilner/Kirstine Stubbe Teglbjærg/Bo Rande[00:00.65] 作曲 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman/Tobias Wilner/Kirstine Stubbe Teglbjærg/Bo Rande[00:01.31]I seek you out flay you alive[00:08.73]One more word and you won't survive[00:13.17]I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye[00:16.58]People think I left even though I'm still here[00:19.67]Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart[00:22.46]Like a spark does[00:23.61]Fireworks on the new year[00:25.83]Burning me alive life imitates art[00:28.76]There are flames on my arms tattooed right here[00:32.09]Bury me alive disappear underground where they found me[00:36.13]Before I ever had this career mmm[00:39.31]I seek you out flay you alive[00:46.22]One more word and you won't survive[00:51.37]And I'm not scared of your stolen power[00:58.46]I see right through you any hour[01:03.14]I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever[01:06.67]Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em[01:09.91]Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings[01:12.86]Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em[01:16.03]Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding[01:19.22]Afraid of having kids I'm scared I'll be just like my parents[01:22.32]These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it[01:25.08]Self-inflicting these incisions here I can no longer bear it uh[01:28.90]I won't soothe your pain[01:35.04]I won't ease your strain[01:40.21]Look I'm sick of sitting inside of this room[01:42.63]'Cause every thought I got's negative[01:44.21]I'm sick of not being able to sleep[01:45.81]And relying only on a sedative[01:47.48]I'm sick of hearing another voice[01:48.87]Telling me what to do in my head again[01:50.56]Psychiatrist said he's imaginary[01:51.95]But I know he's real if I said he is[01:53.74]Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive[01:56.74]Yeah[01:56.91]This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited[01:59.71]Uh[01:59.95]I don't care how big I get I still remain unedited[02:03.05]I built this from the ground up y'all just living it[02:06.29]Long hair don't care I'm not trimming it[02:08.24]Ey[02:08.68]**** vanity caught up in an image made by the internet[02:11.68]My insanity's imminent[02:13.18]Uh[02:13.36]All sharks I'm swimming with[02:14.56]Uh[02:14.79]What's hell I've been in it[02:16.38]My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited[02:19.28]Uh[02:19.70]I seek you out[02:21.50]Find you just to remind you that when you're born an anomaly[02:23.95]Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you[02:26.38]Don't leave the past behind you[02:27.70]Don't forget all of the fans who ride[02:29.42]Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you[02:32.52]Uh[02:32.68]Remember the things that drive you[02:34.07]Yeah[02:34.24]Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid[02:36.21]Every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to[02:38.82]Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to[02:42.60]Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to[02:45.59]Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh[02:51.82]Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh