[00:00.000] 作词 : Thomas Bard/Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa/Tijn de Boer[00:01.000] 作曲 : Thomas Bard/Jozef van der Veen/Julian Vahle[00:05.035]Been staring at my phone for a minute[00:10.217]Trynna find the words to lay down[00:12.670]How I want you to be around now[00:16.489]But everything I write down feels bitter[00:19.366] [00:20.960]I should've stayed drinking downtown[00:23.572]At least I had some people around[00:26.761]But now everything's fading away[00:32.418]Why do I just keep hiding this pain[00:36.207] [00:36.448]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[00:40.270]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[00:43.071]I tried to get to your mind on facetime[00:45.647]But now you hang up, because I act drunk[00:48.311] [00:48.700]Now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[00:51.919]Knowing that I have to lose it all[00:53.945]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[00:56.678]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[00:59.553] [01:00.643]Overthinking doesn't really cut it[01:04.321]Even though I'm sobering up[01:07.336]I'll never be sober enough to say[01:11.460]"I confess that I couldn't manage"[01:14.003]Too obsessed that I took the damage[01:16.787]Yeah, I wish I wasn't this jealous, careless[01:21.487] [01:21.688]But now everything's fading away[01:26.999]Why do I just keep hiding this pain[01:32.306]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[01:34.977]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[01:37.769]I tried to get to your mind on facetime[01:40.575]But now you hang up, because I act drunk[01:43.310] [01:43.544]Now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[01:46.592]Knowing that I have to lose it all[01:48.952]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[01:51.345]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[01:54.306] [01:56.994]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[02:02.241]No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[02:05.358]Over you-u-woo-woo-woo, oooh~[02:13.518]No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[02:16.293] [02:16.783]Everytime it's the same[02:21.713]I start to care when it's all too late[02:27.207]And now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[02:30.527]Knowing that I have to lose it all[02:32.769]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[02:35.315]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[02:38.365]