[00:01.87]13 years old, addicted to cigarettes[00:08.26]And both his pets were scared to death[00:11.51]when he walked through the door[00:15.09]Baptized at twelve[00:18.24]laughed it off[00:19.67]And swore he'd pissed in the water[00:23.80]that had cleansed his soul[00:27.90]We'd been breaking into cars taking stereos[00:34.99]And here he goes down the alleyway[00:41.10]Happiness in Self Destruction+Happiness in Self Destruction+Shit's not the sam[00:44.20]I miss the days when violence[00:47.53]and carelessness were no expense[00:50.82]But shit's not the same[00:54.10]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[01:01.93]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[01:07.05]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[01:15.03]Happiness in self destruction[01:20.14]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[01:28.09]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[01:33.35]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[01:41.28]Happiness in self destruction[01:46.39]do you remember the time[01:50.47]when we took a hundred bucks[01:54.52]from your momma's purse and we were so excited[01:59.63]Bought candy and got your older brother[02:03.97]to buy us some beer[02:09.46]And it was so clear[02:12.11]I ****ing hate myself[02:14.17]for letting you get hooked[02:16.64]On all the shit that you were on[02:20.57]I promise you next time I'll be strong[02:25.48]I cherish you[02:27.16]I remember every time you bailed me out[02:32.25]And it's safe to say I won't be bailing now[02:38.38]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[02:46.27]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[02:51.69]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[02:59.83]Happiness in self destruction[03:04.68]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[03:12.67]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[03:17.78]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[03:25.80]Happiness in self destruction[03:30.98]Woah, woah[03:39.40](Happiness in self destruction)[03:44.25]Woah, woah[03:52.59](Happiness in self destruction)[03:57.63]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[04:05.22]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[04:10.72]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[04:18.71]Happiness in self destruction[04:23.53]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[04:31.18]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[04:36.58]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[04:44.72]Happiness in self destruction[04:49.58]Your heart may beat but you're not alive[04:57.36]And it makes me sick to see you all strung out[05:02.52]Desperate you take what you've been deprived[05:10.80]Happiness in self destruction