[00:00.000] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya[00:00.130] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya[00:00.261]You hid me in your dorm room[00:03.328]It was Halloweekend, I just flew[00:06.805]across the globe, 22 hours just to see you[00:13.124]Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed[00:17.256]and talk about your cool new friend[00:20.628]who I never met[00:22.304]who you dated as soon as I left[00:26.292][00:27.775]Carolina autumn[00:30.602]It had been a year since I saw you, since we[00:34.713]Ended it, had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted[00:40.458]now we’re holding hands, as not quite friends, but not quite lovers,[00:46.401]Well we’ll just pretend[00:47.796]You say “it’s complicated to make amends”[00:51.309]Well is that the way that we’re headed then?[00:55.318][00:55.783]And you couldn’t answer me[00:58.016]Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth and let your hands both freely speak like I wasn’t ever gonna leave[01:08.704][01:12.229]You were all I’d ever known[01:17.798]And now I’m supposed to love you from a distance, like it’s nothing like its instant[01:25.609]and youuuu say “let’s just see where this goes”[01:31.515]And I don’t know how or why you seem just fine coz I’m having to grasp that you’re somehow not mine anymore[01:41.263]It’s so cruel how things are only almost like they were before[01:46.853][01:47.040](ah ah ah) Like they were before[01:50.653](ah ah ah) Like they were before[01:53.832](ah ah ah) Like they were before[01:59.147][02:00.269]We walk downtown and it’s charming[02:03.359]You’re alarmingly disarming[02:06.039]Yeah we’ve got 48 hours left[02:10.309]before I fly back to my death[02:13.578]while you stay just fine and feel alive[02:17.314]South of the Mason-Dixon line[02:20.662]where everyone closes shop at 9,[02:24.196]where you could somehow finally find[02:27.866][02:28.090]what you were desperately looking for[02:30.929]Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York[02:33.898]with our chalkboard walls and slanted floors[02:37.769]Oh, we could’ve had that and so much more[02:40.950][02:41.160]Ask your new lover what it’s like to be given[02:44.514]A real fighting chance before you wish her good riddance[02:47.562]Did anything ever really count[02:51.219]or was I just a two-year practice round[02:55.959][02:56.980]Youuuu were all I’d ever known[03:02.245]And now I’m feeling stupid, you’re forbidden[03:06.688]They say yeah we were something,[03:08.624]too bad we were children[03:10.356]Ooooh I don’t know where to go[03:16.036]and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine[03:20.403]coz I’m looking at you & God knows you’re not mine anymore[03:25.881]It’s so cruel how things will never be the way they were before[03:32.701][03:32.983]Like they were before[03:36.267]It’s almost just like how it was before[03:43.230]But it’s not anymore