[00:24.10]When did everything gets so heavy[00:34.01]Tell me do you wish you've never met me[00:43.10]Cause I wish I've never met me[00:46.57]Guide me now/I am all tied up[00:51.10]I know you never care so I just shut up[00:56.10]I don't know you I just need love[01:01.10]Just giving one hell stars[01:08.10]I feel so heavy[01:10.18]The way you love me[01:13.10]I can love cause I feel that you won't love me[01:19.10]I need a changeI feel so strange now[01:23.19]Everyone looks at me feel like drown in[01:32.10]In the spiring raining[01:37.14]I feel so heavy the way you love me[01:43.14]I feel so heavy[01:45.12]No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy[02:01.10]Obviously, I would be completely liar if I didn't say. This is for really really hard for me, and I'm hurting a lot. I'm just I'm just really hurting. But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying. But there is a lot of joy that comes with this.