[00:06.44]Another wasted hour of a wasted day[00:10.49]Sitting around with not much to say[00:13.55]Of the time I spent[00:15.00]The years that I wasted[00:17.85]And all the bitterness I've tasted[00:21.22]Disappointment is all I show[00:24.37]Disappointing the ones That surround me[00:28.16]No matter how hard I try[00:30.84]The disappointment[00:32.61]Is always surrounding me[00:35.84]I'm sorry[00:38.17]That I couldn't live up[00:41.51]To the expectations set[00:44.97]I'm sorry that I disappointed[00:48.37]I've tried to run[00:51.65]I've tried to hide[00:54.49]From the disappointment in everybody's[00:58.08]Everybody's eyes[01:02.03]And I apologise[01:04.67]For everything I've[01:06.64]Everything I've done[01:09.33]Now it's time to face my fears[01:13.53]Or turn around and run[01:17.59]Frustrated[01:18.90]That I'm not meeting expectations[01:22.51]I keep on trying[01:23.67]But nothing will please them[01:25.95]I applaud the ones who achieve[01:29.18]It's just not in my blood to succeed[01:39.68]Succeed[01:47.44]I'm sorry[01:49.91]That I couldn't live up[01:53.15]To the expectations set[01:56.49]I'm sorry that I disappointed[02:00.05]I've tried to run[02:03.44]I've tried to hide[02:06.02]From the disappointment in everybody's[02:09.82]Everybody's eyes[02:13.72]And I apologise[02:16.61]For everything I've[02:18.33]Everything I've done[02:21.03]Now it's time to face my fears[02:25.07]Or turn around and run[02:54.12]I'm trying to convince myself[02:58.33]To face these demons[03:01.32]I know I've disappointed[03:04.95]It's up to me to change it[03:08.36]I know I did not live up[03:11.91]To expectations set for me[03:16.12]I know that I frustrated[03:18.59]And for that I'm sorry[03:28.16]I'm sorry[03:35.91]I promise I will do my best[03:39.05]To face everything[03:41.84]But until then[03:44.63]I'll live with my demons