[00:00.00] 作曲 : DR[00:01.30]I sit alone in my four-cornered room starin' at candles.Oh what shit is on?[00:06.23]Let me drop some shit like this here[00:10.20]At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn[00:12.48]Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies bein' burned[00:15.65]Four walls just starin' at a bitch[00:17.73]I'm paranoid, sleepin' with my finger on the trigger[00:20.58]My mother s always stressin' I ain't livin' right[00:23.70]But I ain't goin' out without a fight[00:25.94]See, everytime my eyes close[00:27.54]I start sweatin', and blood starts comin' out my nose[00:30.33]It's somebody watchin' the AK[00:33.80]But I don't know who it is, so I'm watchin' my back[00:35.91]I can see him when I'm deep in the covers[00:38.47]When I awake I don't see the mother****er[00:40.97]He owns a black hat like I own[00:43.29]A black suit and a cane like my own[00:45.93]Some might say, "Take a chill, B"[00:48.21]But **** that shit, there's a girl tryin' to kill me[00:51.48]I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows[00:53.68]Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window[00:56.10]Investigatin' the joint for traps[00:58.49]checkin' my telephone for taps[01:01.28]I'm starin' at the woman on the corner[01:03.80]It's ****ed up when your mind is playin' tricks on you[01:07.72].....[01:20.93]I make big money, I drive big cars[01:23.47]Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star[01:25.91]But late at night, somethin' ain't right[01:28.50]I feel I'm bein' tailed by the same sucker's head lights[01:31.20]Is it that fool that I ran off the block[01:33.51]Or is it that bitch-ass nigga last week that I shot[01:36.15]Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars[01:38.86]Thought he had Caine but it was gold medal flour[01:41.33]Reach under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers[01:43.93]Ain't no use to be lyin', I was scareder than a mother****er[01:47.67]But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick[01:50.05]If it's goin' down let's get this shit over with[01:52.65]Here they come, just like I figured[01:55.00]I got my hand on the mother****er's trigger[01:57.40]What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin'[01:59.97]Three black, crippled and crazy senior citizens[02:02.72]I live by the sword[02:04.69]I take my boys everywhere I go[02:06.49]Because I'm paranoid[02:07.81]I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepin' around corners[02:10.86]My mind is playin' tricks on me[02:14.49]......[02:27.51]Day by day it's more impossible to cope[02:30.64]I feel like I'm the one that's doin' shit[02:33.78]Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous[02:36.70]Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service[02:38.63]Playin' for forgiveness[02:40.59]And tryin' to find an exit out of the business[02:43.79]I know the Lord is lookin' at me[02:45.70]But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy[02:48.95]I often drift while I drive[02:51.57]Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide[02:53.95]Bang and get it over with[02:56.05]And then I'm worry free, but that's bullshit[02:59.17]I got a little boy to look after[03:01.29]And if I died then my child would be a bastard[03:03.80]I had a woman down with me[03:06.25]But to me it seemed like she was down to get me[03:09.23]She helped me out in this shit[03:11.40]But to me she was just another bitch[03:14.26]Now she's back with her mother[03:16.47]Now I'm realizin' that I love her[03:19.55]Now I'm feelin' lonely[03:22.78]My mind is playin' tricks on me[03:22.85].....[03:39.30]This year Halloween fell on a weekend[03:42.45]Me and Geto Boyz are trick or treatin'[03:45.40]Robbin' little kids for bags[03:47.48]Till an old man got behind our ass[03:49.72]So we speeded up the pace[03:52.21]Took a look back and he was right before our face[03:55.27]We'd be in for a squab, no doubt[03:57.27]So I swung and hit the bitch in his mouth[04:00.70]He was goin' down, we figured[04:02.82]But this was no ordinary bitch[04:05.38]He stood about six or seven feet[04:07.78]Now, that's the mother****er I'd been seein' in my sleep[04:10.50]So we triple teamed on him[04:12.96]Droppin' them mother****ing B's on him[04:15.89]The more I swung the more blood flew[04:18.00]Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too[04:20.88]Then I felt just like a fiend[04:23.60]It wasn't even close to Halloween[04:25.64]It was dark as **** on the streets[04:28.30]My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete[04:31.15]God damn, homie, my mind is playin' tricks on me