[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ruby McKinnon[00:12.228]I'm sorry flowers, another disaster[00:17.623]I broke a glass, you cleaned it up[00:22.967]Nobody told me what I'm meant to do after[00:28.348]With all of these pieces swept under the rug[00:33.167] [00:33.429]Now I'm sleeping with someone who doesn't make the bed[00:39.086]But he can never hurt me, I don't let him in my head[00:44.786]Nothing is sacred, and nothing feels right[00:50.083]I guess I held onto you too tight[00:54.854] [00:55.257]I'm not stupid anymore[00:58.255]You stop me at the door[01:01.169]You make your hand a gun[01:03.690]You lie to everyone[01:05.870] [01:11.867]I drank all weekend, found a new ceiling[01:17.150]Became someone you could never love[01:22.928]But you slept beside me so I didn't worry[01:28.369]You waited so long to pull the plug[01:33.210] [01:33.696]Now you hold your secrets, your bitter poetry[01:39.058]Your encyclopedic knowledge of everything that's wrong with me[01:44.656]And God, you're so passive, is it in your blood?[01:49.726]You won't fight for a single thing you love[01:55.610] [01:59.007]You don't scare me anymore[02:02.056]You stop me at the door[02:05.003]You make your mouth the sun[02:07.760]You swallow everyone[02:10.191]But I won't ever let you find me[02:12.955]I will salt the earth behind me[02:15.678]I will eat up every part of your rotten little heart[02:20.909] [02:21.095]It's your fault that I'm alive[02:23.589]It's your fault I want to die[02:26.359]But I will learn to love this world[02:29.068]I won't be November's girl[02:31.922]Hold your hands out like a prayer[02:34.373]Tell me, what part of this is fair?[02:37.080]Someday you'll carry all this sorrow[02:40.025]But not tonight and not tomorrow[02:42.724] [02:42.908]One day you'll miss what you had[02:45.344]And I will make it hurt so bad[02:48.036]Cause I will cut off my own hand before I reach for you again[02:53.647]You keep the rain outside your door[02:56.333]While in my heart, it pours and pours[02:59.243]Tell me how you came to be in and out of love with me[03:04.367] [03:04.565]I've got nothing left for you[03:07.126]I am sinking into blue[03:09.961]And I won't dream of you this time[03:12.659]I will have a spotless mind[03:15.457] [03:27.167]Witness protection, 51-50[03:33.024]You couldn't wait to make the call[03:38.722]Get me sedated, no need to feel guilty[03:44.162]There's nothing you'll be liable for[03:50.588]