[00:19.60]Hiding from your eyes[00:22.29]All the voices in my mind never stop[00:25.59]Singing me that life is a bitter promise[00:31.56]Would you turn the lead to gold[00:34.49]And lose me in its glow[00:36.63]If tonight I'm losing control again?[00:42.28]Because I doubt I'm worth saving[00:45.52]I'm only looking for another kind of high[00:48.33]The drugs can't take me higher[00:51.35]Seems like my demons are all waiting in line[00:54.33]And love don't get em numbed, no[00:57.28]Just want another ****ing way to waste tim[01:00.20]To drown all of my problems[01:03.34]I'm only looking for a way out now[01:06.37]I'm only looking for a way out[01:09.38]Like waiting for a spark[01:11.75]This overdriving heart never stops[01:15.08]Telling me that I would be better off dead[01:20.85]Oh would you turn the lead to gold[01:23.86]If everything I touch, I corrode?[01:26.97]Will we only count the bones[01:29.96]Of the dreams that I burry?[01:31.69]There's nothing to save here[01:33.47]I'm only looking for another kind of high[01:36.23]The drugs can't take me higher[01:39.29]Seems like my demons are all waiting in line[01:42.29]And love don't get em numbed, no[01:45.27]Just want another ****ing way to waste tim[01:48.26]To drown all of my problems[01:51.37]I'm only looking for a way out now[01:54.30]I'm only looking for a way out[02:00.28]How many days[02:01.23]****ing begging for another crumb of serotonin[02:03.91]My inner world got me feeling heavy[02:06.09]I'm losing faith in any kind of modern magic[02:09.25]After the grey[02:10.93]Hell should be[02:11.40]****ing eas[02:17.00]It should be ****ing eas[02:24.47]This insatiable mind is running on empty[02:27.29]How many steps 'fore it shoves me from the edge?[02:30.30]It's getting hard to get a break[02:33.10]Don't wanna feel, just wanna fade away[02:48.58]Cause if oblivion is like a bullet[02:50.32]I'm an empty gun[02:51.33]And every minute is a journey to the next one[02:54.26]These ****ing moments turn to bridge[02:56.61]They bring me back into this place[02:58.29]Where everything is fading in silence[03:00.29]Don't wanna spend another day dealing with the weather[03:03.29]Here in between the void and everything it's taking[03:06.33]God knows how often I've tried to bleed[03:09.81]Bleed[03:10.56]Bleed the feeling[03:12.31]I'm only looking for another kind of high[03:15.34]The drugs can't take me higher[03:18.32]Seems like my demons are all waiting in line[03:21.34]And love don't get em numbed, no[03:24.38]Just want another ****ing way to waste tim[03:27.34]To drown all of my problems[03:30.34]I'm only looking for a way out now[03:33.54]I'm only looking for a way out