[00:00.000] 作词 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne[00:02.549]I woulda stayed with you till the end of time[00:04.134]You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise[00:07.055]Bi*ch I laid with you in this bed of lies[00:09.460]Every f**king day, 7:45 AM I was late for school[00:12.948]But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside[00:15.856]Please, just one time, God heal my ill mind[00:18.508]I will find a reason to live before I kill myself[00:21.443][00:21.972]Depression almost made me do it, betrayed me[00:24.637]And it made me ruthless, I'm f**king crazy, baby[00:26.769]No need to label me stupid, already knew it[00:29.430]Not a human, I'm a mutant, he was born in the sewer, yeah[00:32.634]But still I maneuvered out the gutter[00:34.761]Made myself some bread, spreading out the butter[00:37.946]Some to my bros, a lot to my mother[00:40.340]Swear to God I'm never gonna fail under pressure, getting very close[00:43.540][00:44.081]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[00:49.119]We're not that close, don't call my phone[00:54.443]And act like you care now, but you never did[00:59.744]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[01:03.713]It's what it always is[01:04.524][01:04.785]Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was tryna prove[01:07.185]Rather than go and buy new shoes, I saved a dime or two for some studio time[01:10.390]And yes I had anxiety 'cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it[01:14.365]Then was failing school so everything was riding on me[01:16.767]Showing up inside the booth[01:18.102]And spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom can retire[01:20.489]Look at you now, Luke, uninspired from running untired[01:23.139]But hell no, failure's not an option, coming down to the wire[01:25.543][01:25.805]I feel the weight of the world, my shoulder blades, how they curl[01:28.202]Pressure is breaking my neck, ten thousand people expect[01:30.845]Me to deliver my soul even when nothing is left[01:33.504]Gotta dig deep in my chest, ninety nine reasons to stress[01:36.429]Hell, I be aiming for more, momma she need me to blow[01:38.822]Twenty five years even bro, promised I'd buy her a home[01:41.477]I feel the weight of the world[01:43.066]I feel the weight of the world[01:44.408](I feel the weight of the world)[01:45.741](I feel the weight of the world)[01:47.070][01:48.672]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[01:53.718]We're not that close, don't call my phone[01:59.309]And act like you care now, but you never did[02:04.109]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[02:08.105]It's what it always is[02:09.436][02:09.701]That's just what it always is, who's then left to call a friend[02:11.831]Publicly, I'm crying out for help, nobody offered it[02:14.746]The industry would let me die if it meant more views[02:16.632]No, they don't care, they're profiting[02:18.215]Long as I keep entertaining the audience[02:20.110]F**k it though, if I'm going down in flames, I better tuck and roll[02:22.773]Then get it back up with a punctured hole in my lung and a busted nose[02:25.175]But I'm still never ducking no punches though, my stomach rumbles, I'm under pressure[02:28.111]Been hungry for too long, yo, Luke gone, we cutting it close[02:30.772][02:31.559]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[02:36.912]We're not that close, don't call my phone[02:42.504]And act like you care now, but you never did[02:47.473]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[02:51.735]It's what it always is