[00:00.000] 作词 : Joseph Aydin/Connor Woodland/Andrew-Joseph Angelo Dorsa[00:01.000] 作曲 : Connor Woodland[00:12.043]So time goes quickly[00:14.694]And we love repeating[00:17.654]A moment to share[00:21.244]All that we never share[00:23.938]So fool me and fill me up[00:28.104]With cheer and grace[00:31.072]I’m ready for[00:34.308]Anything else but[00:36.281]This mass hysteria[00:40.121]This negative place[00:43.410]I’m ready to replace[00:46.407]The noise this year[00:48.194]Fool me and fill me up[00:52.388]With cheer and grace[00:55.231]I’m ready for[00:58.214]Anything else but[01:00.013]This mass hysteria[01:04.097]This negative place[01:07.207]I’m ready to replace[01:10.413]The noise this year[01:11.953]It’s suicidal[01:12.816]Running in the snow blindness[01:14.323]I gotta catch up[01:15.760]Make sure that I’m there for christmas[01:17.700]If I don’t make it[01:18.761]I know that I will not be missed[01:20.736]Burnt out for someone[01:21.738]I know who doesn’t give a shit[01:23.472]I try my best to be someone[01:25.162]Who can’t fake a smile[01:26.625]But what’s the point[01:27.606]When you haven’t got the energy to try[01:29.550]They say that family comes first[01:31.364]But I know that’s just a lie[01:32.745]Just another shit ty christmas[01:34.220]To fight off my denial[01:47.972]It’s this emptiness you feel[01:49.374]When you’ve finally reached your home[01:50.836]Yeah like no one recognizes you[01:52.519]Yeah what have you become[01:53.936]I know it’s been a few years[01:55.194]But tell me what have I done wrong[01:56.757]They’re the ones who separated a family[01:58.535]They want me gone.[01:59.994]So watch the frost build up on my fingertips[02:02.089]Now that I’m looking in from the outside[02:03.310]Try to reconnect with a family[02:04.456]That doesn’t understand why I’m trapped at the bedside[02:06.164]Chronic fatigue tries to talk to me[02:07.450]And explains the reasons why I’m always denied[02:08.965]Cus you’re never that and you never will be[02:10.520]That’s the answer why they won’t accept me[02:12.032]I am healing from the years[02:14.080]Of my constant beating fears[02:15.629]I keep searching disappear[02:17.188]Man there’s nothing for me here[02:18.644]I’m just clearing through my mirrors[02:20.116]I be hurting through the cheers[02:21.626]I be failing to appear[02:22.971]Man I’m frozen with the air[02:24.667]I keep thinking was it fair[02:26.186]Was it promised or a plan?[02:27.718]Everybody wants a stan[02:29.208]But could never hold a fan[02:30.619]I see blinking when I stare[02:32.125]There’s a problem with me man[02:33.604]I see death upon demand[02:35.189]Even when I have a band[02:37.095]I know[02:39.407]I just found my[02:42.121]Fvcking sorrow[02:44.919]Of tomorrow[02:48.249]And so here’s to[02:51.141]Another year[02:53.932]Full of fake tears[02:56.842]Crystal white fears[02:59.914]It’s suicidal[03:01.009]Running in the snow blindness[03:02.830]I gotta catch up[03:03.732]Make sure that I’m there for christmas[03:05.672]If I don’t make it[03:06.770]I know that I will not be missed[03:08.726]Burnt out for someone[03:09.711]I know who doesn’t give a shit[03:11.524]I try my best to be someone[03:13.357]Who can’t fake a smile[03:14.648]But what’s the point[03:15.640]When you haven’t got the energy to try[03:17.668]They say that family comes first[03:19.224]But I know that’s just a lie[03:20.925]Just another shit ty christmas[03:22.450]To fight off my denial[03:23.900]It’s suicidal[03:24.831]Running in the snow blindness[03:26.505]I gotta catch up[03:27.688]Make sure that I’m there for christmas[03:29.553]If I don’t make it[03:30.742]I know that I will not be missed[03:32.781]Burnt out for someone[03:33.734]I know who doesn’t give a shit[03:35.612]I try my best to be someone[03:37.299]Who can’t fake a smile[03:38.826]But what’s the point[03:39.759]When you haven’t got the energy to try[03:41.511]They say that family comes first[03:43.048]But I know that’s just a lie[03:44.841]Just another shit ty christmas[03:46.442]To fight off my denial