[00:00.000] 作词 : Tristan Valenti[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tristan Valenti[00:21.080]i'm paintin' pictures on another frame of mind[00:25.070]tryna keep my distance to let it subside[00:30.080]cos i don't want it, i don't want the me that lied[00:34.130]but i'm getting strangled by the rope of which we're tied[00:38.010]and i'll lose my mind[00:40.090]until you forget me cut the string and let me loose but i doubt it[00:43.180]it's all my fault and i should take responsibility[00:45.240]and apologize but that's outta my abilities[00:48.150]yeah , wasted all my time using music to confide in[00:52.210]no matter how hard i tried[00:54.230]now i realize[00:57.010]that i'm stuck[00:58.180]my visions getting starry[01:00.180]and my words they turn to dust[01:03.040]too busy spouting nonsense[01:05.060]but i don't really give a f**k[01:06.220]cos this shit is pointless anyways[01:09.000]so far gone in just twenty days[01:11.110]the walls around me begin to cave[01:13.160]and i'm crushed by the weight of my sins[01:33.150]and i might be out of my mind[01:35.110]that or i'm real ****in blind[01:37.040]it took me this long to discern that i'm wasting my time[01:40.100]yeah i'm wasting your time[01:42.160]everything i say has no meaning[01:44.200]and i've been all caught up in my inhibitions[01:46.230]tryna devise and write every word i sing[01:49.040]but i'm still chained up by the weight of the blame[02:05.080]and i'm confounded[02:07.140]cos i sat and watched it wither away[02:10.050]my ethics are clouded[02:12.020]amenity is not my game[02:15.170]if i weren't so adamant[02:17.130]maybe there would finally be a change[02:19.110]if i weren't so inadequate[02:21.240]maybe i'd finally find my place[02:23.190]but that shit's pointless when they see through you[02:26.130]and i lose focus, never carry through[02:28.180]don't wanna be relied on when i'm just lied to[02:31.220]what does it matter to [you][02:51.140]and i might be out of my mind[02:53.090]that or i'm real ****in blind[02:54.220]it took me this long to discern that i'm wasting my time[02:58.030]yeah i'm wasting your time[03:00.130]everything i say has no meaning[03:02.160]and i've been all caught up in my inhibitions[03:04.190]tryna devise and write every word i sing[03:06.210]but i'm still chained up by the weight of the