French Dispatch - Logic.mp3

[00:04.103]Roselyn, don't be talking to me when I'm in the shower
[00:07.377]Shit's weird
[00:09.314]From irrelevant back to relevant, writing raps on a settlement
[00:13.144]Hopefully for the betterment, not the impediment, my state of mind
[00:16.141]Now I took some time to find the reason I still wanna rhyme
[00:19.276]It's kinda hard to find the thing that defines you
[00:21.444]Had these thoughts at twenty, now I'm almost that but times two
[00:24.013]Intrusive thoughts on the daily, retired but came back quick like I'm Brady
[00:27.444]Don't do this for no Mercedes, more like my wife and my babies
[00:30.420]Out the Blu like Exile, no time for rest now
[00:32.716]I look at my son like, "Goddamn, boy, you blessed, child"
[00:35.492]Not a care in the world, but as a kid, I was stressed out like Q-Tip
[00:38.845]See my body of work, but this right here, yeah, this that new drip
[00:41.469]Check it, I've been steady overthinking 'bout health and 'bout over-drinking
[00:44.963]I love that my ego shrinking, I love that I keep my shrink on speed dial
[00:48.076]Don't need it now 'cause I would rather write this down
[00:50.410]For you listening, not you missin' it, live your life how you envision it
[00:53.196]Gather your fear then imprison it like I do with these bars
[00:56.247]Anxiety be setting in, but I keep going, on God
[00:59.598]On God
[01:02.446]On God
[01:05.312]On God
[01:07.999]On God
[01:10.791]Ayo, my fear is kinda gripping me now
[01:12.503]Chest so heavy, it feel like it's tipping me now
[01:15.190]Anxiety got me out my present, I'm tripping now, feel like I'm flippin' out
[01:18.086]Think I should be sipping now, wait now, hold up
[01:21.023]Self-medication ain't the prescription I need right now
[01:23.894]That's why I'm turning this page, I feel like I need to write down my emotions
[01:27.222]Palm sweaty like the ocean, get rid of this, it ain't that easy, a sip and a potion
[01:31.991]It feel like my brain is in a constant state of motion
[01:34.310]Some say it's therapeutic, others say it's devotion
[01:36.670]When it comes to anxiety, I feel like I'm the ****ing spokesman
[01:39.774]When I was a little boy, finally out my daddy's nuts
[01:42.230]I had an invisible friend, they thought I was nuts
[01:45.039]But as I got older and lost a little innocence
[01:47.830]I couldn't see him anymore, not even if I squint
[01:50.479]It's been like thirty something years, I wonder where the **** he went
[01:53.367]Sometimes I wonder if he's pissed that I can't see him
[01:56.087]Or if I had more imagination, then that would free him, wait, hold up
[01:58.855]Yo, I wonder if the anxiety that I get
[02:01.247]Is him getting back at me for thinking that I don't give a shit
[02:04.485]Maybe that isn't it, maybe he's got my back and he's the one that deflects it
[02:07.814]My mental state he protects it, in a sense
[02:09.958]When the bad thoughts come around, he intersects it
[02:11.862]Maybe it's both like the devil and the angel
[02:13.310]Whatever anxiety is, I still don't get the ****ing angle, on God
[02:18.438]On God
[02:19.990]On God
[02:22.878]On God
[02:25.711]On God
[02:34.020]Roselyn, can you easy up a little bit on your chess settings?
[02:38.093]You're kicking my ass here
[02:39.580]Logic's three loves are:
[02:41.548]His family, music, and making film