[00:00.000] 作词 : MADILYN[00:15.523]Bad bets, regrets[00:17.251]The evidence outweighed the defense[00:20.816]Even then I kept all your secrets[00:24.351]Every time you cross the line[00:25.466][00:29.567]And it makes no sense[00:31.793]I'm on trial if the crime is yours then[00:35.448]Why am I the one paying for it?[00:39.740]When I've already done my time[00:40.456][00:44.584]But now I've got that hindsight[00:46.651]Bird's eye view from so high, up in the sky[00:51.725]I'd go back in time[00:53.815]I'd tell myself every time that he said he tired[00:57.944]He lied[00:59.532][01:01.141]Save your pennies and your nickels and your dimes[01:04.201]You'll be waiting here a very long time[01:07.810]That boy was never[01:11.428]No that boy was never[01:15.018]You could spend your twenties wishing that he might[01:19.137]But you might be waiting the rest of your life[01:23.321]That boy was never[01:26.834]No that boy was never gonna change[01:27.477][01:34.981]All my grieving[01:36.639]Done on display while they watch critiquing[01:40.252]Buried my heart while it was still beating[01:43.765]As vultures circling the sky[01:44.126][01:48.608]Whispered treasons[01:51.207]It's like I'm awake at my wake, I'm screaming[01:54.816]Why are they acting like I can't hear them?[01:58.445]How could she not have seen the signs?[01:59.939][02:03.027]But now I've got that hindsight[02:05.602]Bird's eye view from so high, up in the sky[02:10.831]I'd go back in time[02:12.964]I'd tell myself "When you felt something wasn't right"[02:17.085]"You were right"[02:17.688][02:18.730]Save your pennies and your nickels and your dimes[02:23.241]You'll be waiting here a very long time[02:27.330]That boy was never[02:30.883]No that boy was never[02:34.947]You could spend your twenties wishing that he might[02:38.032]But you might be waiting the rest of your life[02:42.040]That boy was never[02:45.662]No that boy was never gonna change[02:46.612][02:48.744]But if I had penny for every lie[02:51.366]Every tear that I've cried[02:53.440]For a stupid boy[02:55.065]I would die the wealthiest woman alive[02:57.095]And just to spite you I might[02:59.185]With every song that I write[03:01.255]Diamonds every time someone streams this line[03:04.794]We might be splitting out things in half[03:06.869]But you're getting more than that[03:08.466]My youth, my trust, my body[03:10.554]All the things I can't get back, no[03:15.151]Can you give me that back?[03:16.755]You can't give me that back[03:20.006]The damage is done[03:22.020]The cost is sunk[03:23.539]The war is over, but nobody won[03:27.050]I'm empty handed while you're holding the gun[03:30.644]If you want my two cents just run[03:32.375][03:40.330]Save your pennies and your nickels and your dimes[03:44.847]You'll be waiting here a very long time[03:48.486]That boy was never[03:52.077]No that boy was never[03:55.637]You could spend your twenties wishing that he might[04:00.223]But you might be waiting the rest of your life[04:03.735]That boy was never[04:07.451]No that boy was never gonna change[04:08.016]